HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVEEE<3
23 yrs old^^ take care of your health oppa!<3
Saranghaeyo oppa! SUPER JUNIOR FIGHTING!
FOREVER 15<33

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNSU TOO<3
posted up his on 15 dec:P
now is 12.05am in korea.:D

hyukkie i wish i can smile happily right now D:

2010 i not looking forward.
Not at all.
thinking of those subjs i m goin to take stress me out.
sch will be ending late nxt yr too D:
need strt prep for o lvl...
STRESS.
i m stress from just thinking of it.
speaking of which my nxt yr form cher SUCKS.
zzz was planning to cut key fringe but cn forget it liao la.
go back sch still have to face sm damn bloody faces-.-
just have to endure and guai lan thm back lo.
no using com once sch strt.
physics and chem WTF!
physics wan me die isit?!
so hard la!
why almost all class have to be physics?!
i such a good bio student why dunwan put mre bio?=X
DAMN YOU!
bye.
Life is full of ups and dwns.but i will try to overcome it.

yeahyeah! got my headphone finally!
those are the ones tat hae wore in the seoul mv^^
i LOVE IT!xD
zhuangie oso got hers too:D

went out with mummy xin and lp jean.
watched alvin and the chipmunks 2.
vy cute and funny luhhs<3
thn went marina barrage.
played at the water part and took photos.
i love it but shld brought extra clothes thn cn play in the water^^
sch opening-.-
not looking foward.
links i want a new blog link?
any suggestions?

Tears.They come anytime.Sad or happy moments.(:

awesomness! i love him<3

changed blogskin finally haha.
is abt time i changed link too.
but no idea wat link luh D:
shit reminds me i recently din go read ficsD:
busy.busy with wat i oso dk :P
ahhh i cant wait for the headphones >_<
sch is reopening.
suck suck SUCK!
i like my friends but school is a BORE cn.
need wake up early-.-
quotes i need quotes.
some inspirations pls:/
bye.

Love? What is it?

Awesomness! I love hannie<3

hello.
tution today.
okay was suppose to complete my yewon and kyumin fics by today
but i lazy to write it recently plus i no inspirations.:/
ok antis sucks can.
jean say i must continue writing a NORMAL type of story.
keke sure. :P but i oso like those tyes too.haha:D
hmmmm i might be considered a little horny,but whtevr haha!
oh reminds me yy said i must have taught teukie the wrong ting on the way
wen i brought hin dwn to earth.LOLxD
yeah! i ordered the headphone tat hae wore in the seoul song:D
excited.
i always wanted a headphone and my dad is getting it for me tat for christmas^^
my vry first christmas present fro my parents.
jean's one is GD hoodie.
at least mine is cheaper thn hers okay....haha:D
bye(:

What's the defination of a fan(as in idols' fan)?

i hope suju is spending their christmas well D:

Merry xmas!(late) :P
anyway din blog for 2 days cos went to bintan for christmas.
okay....it is not as boring as i thought. it is okay.
lazy post up pictures=X
first day checked in and went swimming at the resort thn go karaoke.
tsktsk the songs ther vy LKK.=X
aiya mostly adults go one la.most of the hol spend time playing with my
youngest cousin and the 2nd oldest one which is like sec 3 now:D
dinner ate at a jap restraunt.
thn 2nd day,we spent almost the day at the hotel leisure club.
my archery sucks can.... at least jean and my cousin can shot most of it into
the aiming board my ones flew like vy far....-.-
i wanted to go town but town oso nth la....
went mangrove. seat the boat explore around.
thn at night returned folo my aunt go the nightclub.
i wanted to see mah haha:P
dine at seafood restraunt.
thn i stay up with my cousins like until 1am?
okay shall stop here haha.
oh and shinee is coming SG lehhh! so as heard from my friends!
wil go see onew oppa^^
bye.

i want to protect you.

super junior<3

Bad christmas to start with. rumoured tht mre suju members will
be joining in the lawsuit to file against SM.Suju M activities are temporarily
stopped. Rumour can be not true but i am worried.:/ Our boys will be fine,
i have to believe in that right now. Please let everything to to be solved soon.
I prayed hard for all 15 to be protected.
I believe in 15.

leaving sg tmr. D: off to bintan for christmas.
it will be dwnright boring. I am sure.
no ppls to fangirls with. have to face my cousins. ugh.
not tht i hate them is just tht they are so mono la.
my mum ask me bring along my lappy. but no internet. i got dwnload sm vids
though.:/ if thr are malls,my mood might lighten up abit.haha.
no plurk,no fangirling,no idols for 3 days.D: SADDED.
i wanted to bring along foolscap so cn write my yaoi fics.
but no space to squeeze in my bag liao D: and wat if my relatives saw.
cnt imagine :O
okay whtevr.
i hope suju are eating and sleeping well. :/
I only have one wish this christmas. Please let suju problems be solved so i am
able to see their smiles agn. i wun ask for mre tht my only wish.
i dunnid any presents. tht all i wanted:)
leaving at 8am tmr?
early sleep tonight.
bye.
Merry Xmas peeps!<3
I need to stay strong at times like this.
Ask me why did i evr fall in love with you.

Together we will stand as one.

Great...news are out.Not a rumour or anth else.A fact.
tsktsk how could thy do this to hannie.
the 6 reasons are enough to break my heart.
Hannie is sick and yet still forced to work.
Are you even human,SM?
He got gastritis and kidney problems resulting from high stress.
seriously i nvr seen someone so far who is hard hearted enough
as you to do this to hannie in my life.
Contract issues happened to DBSK too.
tsktsk seriously you really need a change la.
ya i kno u were the one tht invested so much on them but spared them a thought can.
they singed and worked so hard so thy shld have their rights too.
i am just stating what i thought so yeah.

went out with zhuang and yun today.
Plurk is fun place for me now^^
with friends who evr gets bored? haha.
went tm first and met my plurk fren jiaqi.
she was eating at the seoul restraunt with her friends.
AND! WE MET HER B4!
she was the one tat we saw during near eoy time we went study at the tamp library
thn we overheard their conversation abt big bang!
and i threw a pp ball message to ask them if thy like anot but missed-.-
haha such coincidence la! i met her thru plurk agn!haha:D
bought hannie and wonnie badge<33
bought big bang album too!<33
AWESOME!
lol 1 mths+ good fren on plurk and we thn now realised haha!
ate at cineplex the kor bbq chicken.
and we watched dream concert at the tv ther! 2ne1,shinee,suju,snsd!
today is a awesome day!
haha.
bye.
The world is such a small place. All of us are connected in a way.(:

Who is this?Super Junior.The only band i know with the 13 members in it.Not a member less or more.
Its been a month since i know you guys.But it seems i have known you a year ago. i feels attached to you guys already although its only been a month.I learnt tat suju fans are called E.L.F,everlasting friends.And I learnt tht super junior and E.L.F had been tgt thru thick and thin. Although i wasnt ther as a fan wen those past painful incidents happened,i could still feel the pain in my heart when i watched the vids. My heart feel so painful like it was bleeding.i wanted so much to cry out loud but i knew i should not cos those were the past and we must continue moving foward and look at the positive side.I laughed at those times when u guys were happy and together making jokes and pained at those sad incidents. Your smiles and laughters are the one i just wished for everyday.
I dont want you guys to feel troubled. Let us E.L.F be the one to tide through everyting with u guys. I promised as a E.L.F, i will protected all 13 of you no matter wat prob you face.Meeting downfalls again and again, i will prayed hard every night for everyting to turn out right. Even if i could have sleepless nights fro worrying,its okay to me as long as you guys are alright. So right now at this moment,i shall prayed for everyting happening to you guys right now to be alright.
I believed in all 13 of you. Many things happened in the past before and tgt we managed to pull through so i believed I BELIEVE that things will be alright soon.
E.L.F KEEP THE FAITH. Forever 15<3 SUPER JUNIOR FAMILY WILL ALWAYS BE TGT!

Please do not bash our magnae,kyu.
http://shake-therunway.blogspot.com/

I must stand strong right now cos crying hard would not help.
All i can do now is to pray hard for everyting to turn out right....

i really love this two alot recently:D

went for tution.
i recently realised tat teukie is like my mom wen come to driving.
Both oso dk how to park.LOL.
spent the half of the afternoon helping my aunt and mum to unpack Teresa's stuffs.
lol she is the taiwan girl tat i used to play with tgt wen we were young.
used to stay at my aunt place but now moved to my hse.
she is same age as me so it is okay i guess.
but i feel wierd cos i din meet her quite awhile already so i hope we still can
communicate well:/
saw tat she have alot of kpop and fei lun hai mags.
wah i tell u she got quite alot of fei lun hai things.
i saw a suju,dbsk and ss501 mags thy were in chin so i guess it is bought in taiwan.
will lent from her aft she return fro taiwan:P
and those dramas she have are those i wanted to watch.
mostly fei lun hai members act inside one^^
my mom just brought in another fan:D
i guess life will be crazier with fans living tgt ahahaxD
my mom smore tot we will influence her. tsktsk she is one herself lehhs:P
i will show her my fics:D ahahahaxD
i rmb we used to play tgt all those stuff toys wen we were young.
really good friends with her before haha:D
speaking of which wen i was young, i rmb my mom's side do bring in
some foreign kids to stay with our families.
one time i was watching kbs at my grandmum hse ten she was like" u watching kor
show ah? last time got one kor boy or girl? stay with us b4"
hmmm thinking of it i think i got play with him or her i cnt rmb wen i was really
young.keke.
i do really wan to meet him or her but horh tat person must be 19+ liao lo.
should be bah.
HAHA.
oh and i could rmb who i got my 1st stuff toy bunny from!
i took it fro my cousin hse wen i was young tat time and brought it home with me!
ahahahxD
I LOVE RABBITS~
lol today i seem to recall my past.haha:D
ok byebye.

The memories are beautiful.(:

this is yy dedicated to zhuang and me on plurk!thanks love<3

I used to hold back my words for a these RIDICULOUS NONSENSE.
Fans have been holding back for a long while now so is abt time i speak up.
Not trying to bash those ppls out ther but i guess is time shld gt to say smth too.
I now heck care weather those ppls are my friends or watsoevr.
Doesnt mean i prefer my idols ovr u means i am acting all litat.IS NOT TRUE.
I treasure my friends mre then u tink okay.
okay is fine if u guys think tat we are over crazing this idols.
BUT! it doesnt shows tat we are too damn stupid until we dk the reality okay.
so creating this WHAT FOR?! Creating antis against you? RIDICULOUS!
no one will be too stupid to create antis for themselves right?!
okay we might be abit overboard by saying our idols are our "OURS" or watsoevr.
but in the end we still are in the right mind to know tat thy dun belong to us.
Some of us saying these are out of fun.FUN U GET IT?
if u dunknow wats the defination of fun do go for a brain checkup or look up on the
dictionary.
okay some of us are obsessed to them truth to say but isnt it up to us tat we obsess
them? Turning one WHOLE big round in the end is US who do wat we wan to do.
so doing these such things are u simply bored or trying to create antis for urself
or plain jelous?
We are not stupid enough to not know the reality.
Some ppls purposely chooses to comments bad on boybands just to anger fans out ther.
WHAT THE MAIN POINT?TELL ME.I REALLY WANT TO KNOW.
irritated tat we are too obsessed or jelous?
Let me tell you la.
Thy truly have talents PUL-LEASE! their songs are GREAT.
who wun admired them la. okay maybe some is bcos of their looks.
but please la! thy are truth to said handsome wat!
Got the talents and the looks who wun admire la!
these idols really worked hard to their dreams so i WONT let anyone bash them
for NO REASONS.
i am not saying all these just bcos i am a fan.but it is a FACT.
i really dun understand why ppls must do all these la.
MIND UR OWN BUISINESS.
okay end.

mood spoiled liao.okay whatevr.
went on forum outing. ruined by the weather-.-
my mood is ruined wat else to be ruin?
i wish i could just do wat i shld do but this matter is really....UGH!nvms.
i am most irritated at these type of ppls la.
okay i wun continued ruining my own mood.
so bye.
Life is what a person made it to be.

wow a newborn stalker:B keke. i found this on yy plurk! love it<3

okay i so love my friends^^
they kept me entertained thru this damn boring hols.
not forgetting my beloved idols:P
ahhh is damn fun crapping with my cliques and my fangirling partner:D
cut from plurk conversation:P

FANNLOVEKPOP says:
those who support me i am not a PERV PLS REPLY THIS!

Meixin ♥says:
supported :-)
FANNLOVEKPOPsays:
thank you!
FANNLOVEKPOPsays:
ILY!
;dh'sPRINCESS♥says:
SUPPORTED!!!
FANNLOVEKPOPsays:
ahahaxD
;dh'sPRINCESS♥says:
FANN
;dh'sPRINCESS♥says:
IS
;dh'sPRINCESS♥says:
NOT
;dh'sPRINCESS♥says:
PERVERT!!!
FANNLOVEKPOPsays:
THANK YOU (worship)
Jiaqi !says:
im supporting ths cos i read yaoi too XD
thia.etoile♥says:
supported !!! (rock) (gym)
FANNLOVEKPOPsays:
THANK YOU ILOVE YOU GUYS!
thia.etoile♥says:
love u too . hehehe ~
;dh'sPRINCESS♥says:
WELCOME!<3
FANNLOVEKPOPsays:
keke:-P

ahhahahah i won zhuang ad!!!!
keke me and zhuang had a debate weather i am a pervert or not^^
i believe hyukkie will support me!=XHAHA!
i want to study in boom academy so i can learn gags to make my friends laugh^^
laughing is me!ahahaxD
yeah tmr going dbsk forum outing with zhuang.
i have to wake up early TT^TT
IS GOOD TO LIVE UR LIFE HAPPILY EACH DAY(:
okay bye!

Happy birthday jaejin oppa!
a year olderrrr^^ oppa take care of your health:D
FIGHTING FT ISLAND<3

see my seat no 13!!!!!xD super junior no~

drank it vy nice^^

heechul watching avatar too~

went out with mx to watch avatar 3D.
been a long time since i watch 3D shows:P
REALLY nice the show!ILOVEIT!
blue lehhs my fav colour.
okay.bye.
13 is not a unlucky no. anymre.Knowing super junior is the biggest luck ever.

Okay!Kangin X Leeteuk and Eunhyuk X Donghae fanfics are up!
Yaoi ones.sexual contents included.
wrote it as promised to my plurks friends^^
it is my first time writing this type of fic so i hope is okay:/
Enjoy.^^ had a hard time thinking:P
they are connected stories kangteuk is part one.
eunhae are part 2.
Note: In the story,Donghae is a adopted son of Leetuek and his wife.

hey love<3 HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
another year older already(: oppa take care of ur health kay:D
Will always be supporting u.DBSK FIGHTING!
Oppa you are so cute!xD SARANGHAEYO!

posted up as promise jia qi! keke:D
okay i so going to bring my usb to watch shows on my grandmum hse BIG tv!
bye.

Ryeowook ft leeteuk and yuyun fic is out.
finally completed:D
Enjoy!

it's baby birthday today!
omg i realised this hols been influnced my jean. i started calling him baby.
keke anyway he is cute^^

okayy.hello.
today completed wookie and yy fanfic.
1 word:happy:D
keke still have after stry for jean to write.
planned.just need to write:D being ready is GOOD.
nxt yr tough yr for me.will have to cope with physics,chem and a maths
and POA. no slacking for me nxt yr. got to work hard.
i am doubtful tht i can last.
aft o lvl i SWEAR i will burn my physics book.
3 words:I HATE PHYSICS.
i had one dream tht i took my sec 3 pp liao.haha.:D
this hols been concentrating too much on fanfics until
i write out chinese compo become english translated to chinese litat.
broken chinese:X
i will try to live my life happily.
lol,randomness.
whatevr.
bye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONEW OPPA!<3
turned 18!congratulation!
take care of your health oppa!
FIGHTING SHINEE!<3

it is currently 12.23 in KR. 11.23 in SG.
therefore HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

i really love this.

no matter how many times i watched this,i nvr get tired of it.
this is the 1st time i see a band and their fans have so much bonds.
evr since i got the super show dvd, i kept playing this part luh^^
Fans singing to suju:D
i like the part aft thy stop teuk go say promise me tht you will accompany me till the end.
damn touching la.
keke sylvia tell me of a webbie tat sell fanmade hoodie for gd fans:)
quite nice leh:P
suju E.L.F will always protect and stand by u.^^
SARANGHAEYO!<3
watching fanvids made me cry seriously.
nth much happen today.
okay,byebye.

super junior is 13 super junior family is 15.
henry and zhoumi are a part of suju family.^^
Never leave them behind, they are still a part of the family.
but of course super junior is 13.(:


this is touching.saranghaeyo super junior<3
seeing elf love for suju makes tears formed at my eyes.
i am not a really emotional person but this really touches me.
this song is sang by chinese E.L.F.
SUPER JUNIOR i will always stand by you(:

Happy birthday love!<3
Turned 19 today! Congratulations^^
Saranghaeyo oppa! you taught me alot of things ever since i know you.
You taught me whats love.
You taught me about being determined working towards your goal.
You are the one who lits up my day.
Your singing and your cute antics are the ones that i love about you.
Just like your name,i hope you will always achieve the best!
Take care of you health,try not to fall ill oppa:)
5 words :I LOVE YOU and FIGHTING!

keke i love seungri!^^
okay anyway went for tution todayyy.
mush hurry complete wookie stry so cn post up for my fangirling partners to read><
okay go watched show now.
bye.

I LOVE IT!
but kibummie and kangin is missing D:
sadded.
this mv got the vry nice kind of feel la.
is finally out and i am happy!


super junior is NEVER completed with just one member missing.

went mx hse today.
her bear tat she bought fro malaysia is BIG><
crapped with her^^
had a fun time~
ft island reached spore ystd.zhuang,jean and i wanted to go
but it is late lehhs.
lol jean nearly cry haha:P
tmr will be seungri the vry 1st person who taught me love birthday!
ahaha he will be turning 19 tmr. :D
2hr and 16 mins left SG
1hr and 16 mins left in korea.

what's love?
keke no suju ft today...:P

i have been wondering.Do i understand what's love?
i am NOT in love currently just wondering.
i write fics,romance smth i have nvr experience in rl though.
do i truly understand the meaning?
i am in a love mode evryday u kno why.not bcos of my idols though:P
a writer for stories need to put herself in the situation:)
i need to feel and imagine it all out.
songs get me inspired for new stories.
have been asked a few time why din i want to be a writer in the future?
idk the reason too.maybe it is just a hobby?haha.
writing is my passion^^ although my eng is really bad:X
a few times, i thought of wanting to learn all abt filming^^
i really love the ways of filming:D
end of my rants here.

have tution today.
my tutor is awesome:D
okay nth much happened.
bye.

Happy Birthday Choi Minho! ♥


FIGHTING SHINEE!
always supporting you guys^^
Minho oppa happy 18th birthday!
oppa while working hard you must take care of your health too:D
Fighting~
Saranghaeyo<3

went my grandmum hse today.
watched super show on her super big telly scrn.
SO BIG LEHHS!I WAS WAHHHHH!
i wan smuggle it home luhhs.
suppose to watch suju m on tv today but missed it cos
busy playing with my younger cousin.
wrote yy fanfic.
hmmmm maybe i shld write donghae/kyuhyun and jean after stry:/
watched hyukkie on kbs today~
awwww he is soo cute....but he CRIED at the ending cos he din win D:
at the ending the host ask him say some words to his fans.
AND I AM LISTENING.
awww hyukkie ah dun cry it is alright.you try ur best alrd^^
seeing u cry will break our heart more. cheer up:D
fighting oppa~
byebye.
i am very bad with kids=X

awwww so cute,thy look like a perfect couple=X

ft the two of them as i read a fanfic abt them today and it is nice.
keke cream on eggs. >:D
nvr blogged ystd as the AWESOME jean go KICKED the internet and phone wire
and it cnt worked.RAWRRR.
I LOVE CRUEL TEMPTATION!^^
really nice ROCKKK!
i am bored staying at home lehhs.
want to go out.
watched we got married kangin part.:)
LOL he was so excited^^
okay bye.

i am afraid.
afriad that i wont write out a good one.D:

keke i printscrn this fro one ufo replies vid.^^

i realise i still got a lot of things to learn from suju :P
just looking at their ufo replies is so sweet~
i really love their reset song^^ esp the meaning of it is really sweet:)
lol they really inspires me to write fanfic:D
keke.
ugh nxt yr will be a busy yr for me.
evry weekends will be goin for tution.
went for maths tution today~
watched suju intimate note.
really funny luhhs><
xin get well soon kays~
i was reading with my sis one of the message on youtube to snsd fans and antis.
lol been seeing anti stuffs lately.
wow and i was shocked at fans of snsd(boys) stabbed and even rapped some
E.L.F in the toilet during the dream concert.
i am damn speechless aft reading wat she said.
i totally agree with her. there were faults fro antis and fans too.
Fans are really scary,i admit even though i am one.
i mean all this type of things are really stupid.tsktsk childish i would say.
okay byebye.

Super Junior reset^^
You ask me if I really don’t feel anything or if nothing’s wrong from time to time
Do I really look like nothing is wrong?
Do I?
Even now when I look at you my heart hurts
Even if it’s for a moment
I try hard not to let my tears fall
Don’t you know that I’m smiling like a fool?
Now how can you and I become friends like before?
Can we really be like that?
Can we really?

Press the reset
Press press the reset
I’m looking at you
Only you
Press the reset
Press press the reset
You, I can’t forget you
Press the reset
Press press the reset
How am I to let go of the person who’s standing in front of me
Press the reset
Press press the reset

[Rap] You
Please say something
That your heart is aching with longing too
Like me
Tell me
My heart stops
I can’t breathe
My wounds don’t heal
I patch up the empty holes you left with tears today too
By any chance, would you go there?
Think about me occasionally?
Thinking this, I go crazy
Do you know this heart of mine?
I love you I love you
I promise you
I’ll hold your hand tight
I’m sorry I’m sorry
Come back to me
Press the reset

Can we really not go back to how we were
To the day when we first bumped into each other
I guess we can’t go back to that day
please, oh please
Possibly
Maybe
If you too are smiling for my sake
If it’s really like that
Come back now

Press the reset
Press press the reset
I’m looking at you
Only you
Press the reset
Press press the reset
You, I can’t forget you
Press the reset
Press press the reset
How am I to let go of the person who’s standing in front of me
Press the reset
Press press the reset

Rather, should I leave first?
Is letting you go something I do for you?
But forgive me
I can’t do it
I can’t forget you
Come back

Press the reset
Press press the reset
I’m looking at you
Only you
Press the reset
Press press the reset
You, I can’t forget you
Press the reset
Press press the reset
How am I to let go of the person who’s standing in front of me
Press the reset
Press press the reset

~Lyrics Credit: jpopasia.com

Hae and Henry~
keke henry is my teddy bear^^
idk why i call henry teddy bear cos he look so cute and cuddly:D

writing wookie and teuk fanfic for ah y today~
watched suju mini drama.
damn nice I LOVE IT<3 esp the yaoi part la.
WELCOME BACK TO SG TAN MEIXIN!
i want go her hse on sun^^
will forced her to watched super show with me:D keke.
my mum saw me watched the suju don don mv and wen she saw
siwon she was like eh isnt he the lee min ho?
hahaxD
both of them really look quite alike:P
but i love siwon not him.
quite alike lehhs the 2 of them.
somehow.
byebye.

keke bought this wen i went out with yy and zhuangie todayy^^
unofficial but nice haha:D
my mum will be sewing my idols kor names onto my pillow case sheet
as a christmas present^^V ahaha:D
walked around tamp agn b4 going yy hse:D
wah yy tv quite big ehs smore got the sound system thing i wan steal!
vy shuang watch suju,dbsk,snsd performances^^
i am amazed at how much her super show dvd cost hahaxD
thn we look at suju members cyworlds:)
leeteuk one look so ahem romantic HAHA:D
okay byebye.
i will smhw try to squeeze teuk into my planned wookie stry yy:DD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVEEE<3
23 yrs old^^ take care of your health oppa!<3
Saranghaeyo oppa! SUPER JUNIOR FIGHTING!
FOREVER 15<33

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNSU TOO<3
posted up his on 15 dec:P
now is 12.05am in korea.:D

hyukkie i wish i can smile happily right now D:

2010 i not looking forward.
Not at all.
thinking of those subjs i m goin to take stress me out.
sch will be ending late nxt yr too D:
need strt prep for o lvl...
STRESS.
i m stress from just thinking of it.
speaking of which my nxt yr form cher SUCKS.
zzz was planning to cut key fringe but cn forget it liao la.
go back sch still have to face sm damn bloody faces-.-
just have to endure and guai lan thm back lo.
no using com once sch strt.
physics and chem WTF!
physics wan me die isit?!
so hard la!
why almost all class have to be physics?!
i such a good bio student why dunwan put mre bio?=X
DAMN YOU!
bye.
Life is full of ups and dwns.but i will try to overcome it.

yeahyeah! got my headphone finally!
those are the ones tat hae wore in the seoul mv^^
i LOVE IT!xD
zhuangie oso got hers too:D

went out with mummy xin and lp jean.
watched alvin and the chipmunks 2.
vy cute and funny luhhs<3
thn went marina barrage.
played at the water part and took photos.
i love it but shld brought extra clothes thn cn play in the water^^
sch opening-.-
not looking foward.
links i want a new blog link?
any suggestions?

Tears.They come anytime.Sad or happy moments.(:

awesomness! i love him<3

changed blogskin finally haha.
is abt time i changed link too.
but no idea wat link luh D:
shit reminds me i recently din go read ficsD:
busy.busy with wat i oso dk :P
ahhh i cant wait for the headphones >_<
sch is reopening.
suck suck SUCK!
i like my friends but school is a BORE cn.
need wake up early-.-
quotes i need quotes.
some inspirations pls:/
bye.

Love? What is it?

Awesomness! I love hannie<3

hello.
tution today.
okay was suppose to complete my yewon and kyumin fics by today
but i lazy to write it recently plus i no inspirations.:/
ok antis sucks can.
jean say i must continue writing a NORMAL type of story.
keke sure. :P but i oso like those tyes too.haha:D
hmmmm i might be considered a little horny,but whtevr haha!
oh reminds me yy said i must have taught teukie the wrong ting on the way
wen i brought hin dwn to earth.LOLxD
yeah! i ordered the headphone tat hae wore in the seoul song:D
excited.
i always wanted a headphone and my dad is getting it for me tat for christmas^^
my vry first christmas present fro my parents.
jean's one is GD hoodie.
at least mine is cheaper thn hers okay....haha:D
bye(:

What's the defination of a fan(as in idols' fan)?

i hope suju is spending their christmas well D:

Merry xmas!(late) :P
anyway din blog for 2 days cos went to bintan for christmas.
okay....it is not as boring as i thought. it is okay.
lazy post up pictures=X
first day checked in and went swimming at the resort thn go karaoke.
tsktsk the songs ther vy LKK.=X
aiya mostly adults go one la.most of the hol spend time playing with my
youngest cousin and the 2nd oldest one which is like sec 3 now:D
dinner ate at a jap restraunt.
thn 2nd day,we spent almost the day at the hotel leisure club.
my archery sucks can.... at least jean and my cousin can shot most of it into
the aiming board my ones flew like vy far....-.-
i wanted to go town but town oso nth la....
went mangrove. seat the boat explore around.
thn at night returned folo my aunt go the nightclub.
i wanted to see mah haha:P
dine at seafood restraunt.
thn i stay up with my cousins like until 1am?
okay shall stop here haha.
oh and shinee is coming SG lehhh! so as heard from my friends!
wil go see onew oppa^^
bye.

i want to protect you.

super junior<3

Bad christmas to start with. rumoured tht mre suju members will
be joining in the lawsuit to file against SM.Suju M activities are temporarily
stopped. Rumour can be not true but i am worried.:/ Our boys will be fine,
i have to believe in that right now. Please let everything to to be solved soon.
I prayed hard for all 15 to be protected.
I believe in 15.

leaving sg tmr. D: off to bintan for christmas.
it will be dwnright boring. I am sure.
no ppls to fangirls with. have to face my cousins. ugh.
not tht i hate them is just tht they are so mono la.
my mum ask me bring along my lappy. but no internet. i got dwnload sm vids
though.:/ if thr are malls,my mood might lighten up abit.haha.
no plurk,no fangirling,no idols for 3 days.D: SADDED.
i wanted to bring along foolscap so cn write my yaoi fics.
but no space to squeeze in my bag liao D: and wat if my relatives saw.
cnt imagine :O
okay whtevr.
i hope suju are eating and sleeping well. :/
I only have one wish this christmas. Please let suju problems be solved so i am
able to see their smiles agn. i wun ask for mre tht my only wish.
i dunnid any presents. tht all i wanted:)
leaving at 8am tmr?
early sleep tonight.
bye.
Merry Xmas peeps!<3
I need to stay strong at times like this.
Ask me why did i evr fall in love with you.

Together we will stand as one.

Great...news are out.Not a rumour or anth else.A fact.
tsktsk how could thy do this to hannie.
the 6 reasons are enough to break my heart.
Hannie is sick and yet still forced to work.
Are you even human,SM?
He got gastritis and kidney problems resulting from high stress.
seriously i nvr seen someone so far who is hard hearted enough
as you to do this to hannie in my life.
Contract issues happened to DBSK too.
tsktsk seriously you really need a change la.
ya i kno u were the one tht invested so much on them but spared them a thought can.
they singed and worked so hard so thy shld have their rights too.
i am just stating what i thought so yeah.

went out with zhuang and yun today.
Plurk is fun place for me now^^
with friends who evr gets bored? haha.
went tm first and met my plurk fren jiaqi.
she was eating at the seoul restraunt with her friends.
AND! WE MET HER B4!
she was the one tat we saw during near eoy time we went study at the tamp library
thn we overheard their conversation abt big bang!
and i threw a pp ball message to ask them if thy like anot but missed-.-
haha such coincidence la! i met her thru plurk agn!haha:D
bought hannie and wonnie badge<33
bought big bang album too!<33
AWESOME!
lol 1 mths+ good fren on plurk and we thn now realised haha!
ate at cineplex the kor bbq chicken.
and we watched dream concert at the tv ther! 2ne1,shinee,suju,snsd!
today is a awesome day!
haha.
bye.
The world is such a small place. All of us are connected in a way.(:

Who is this?Super Junior.The only band i know with the 13 members in it.Not a member less or more.
Its been a month since i know you guys.But it seems i have known you a year ago. i feels attached to you guys already although its only been a month.I learnt tat suju fans are called E.L.F,everlasting friends.And I learnt tht super junior and E.L.F had been tgt thru thick and thin. Although i wasnt ther as a fan wen those past painful incidents happened,i could still feel the pain in my heart when i watched the vids. My heart feel so painful like it was bleeding.i wanted so much to cry out loud but i knew i should not cos those were the past and we must continue moving foward and look at the positive side.I laughed at those times when u guys were happy and together making jokes and pained at those sad incidents. Your smiles and laughters are the one i just wished for everyday.
I dont want you guys to feel troubled. Let us E.L.F be the one to tide through everyting with u guys. I promised as a E.L.F, i will protected all 13 of you no matter wat prob you face.Meeting downfalls again and again, i will prayed hard every night for everyting to turn out right. Even if i could have sleepless nights fro worrying,its okay to me as long as you guys are alright. So right now at this moment,i shall prayed for everyting happening to you guys right now to be alright.
I believed in all 13 of you. Many things happened in the past before and tgt we managed to pull through so i believed I BELIEVE that things will be alright soon.
E.L.F KEEP THE FAITH. Forever 15<3 SUPER JUNIOR FAMILY WILL ALWAYS BE TGT!

Please do not bash our magnae,kyu.
http://shake-therunway.blogspot.com/

I must stand strong right now cos crying hard would not help.
All i can do now is to pray hard for everyting to turn out right....

i really love this two alot recently:D

went for tution.
i recently realised tat teukie is like my mom wen come to driving.
Both oso dk how to park.LOL.
spent the half of the afternoon helping my aunt and mum to unpack Teresa's stuffs.
lol she is the taiwan girl tat i used to play with tgt wen we were young.
used to stay at my aunt place but now moved to my hse.
she is same age as me so it is okay i guess.
but i feel wierd cos i din meet her quite awhile already so i hope we still can
communicate well:/
saw tat she have alot of kpop and fei lun hai mags.
wah i tell u she got quite alot of fei lun hai things.
i saw a suju,dbsk and ss501 mags thy were in chin so i guess it is bought in taiwan.
will lent from her aft she return fro taiwan:P
and those dramas she have are those i wanted to watch.
mostly fei lun hai members act inside one^^
my mom just brought in another fan:D
i guess life will be crazier with fans living tgt ahahaxD
my mom smore tot we will influence her. tsktsk she is one herself lehhs:P
i will show her my fics:D ahahahaxD
i rmb we used to play tgt all those stuff toys wen we were young.
really good friends with her before haha:D
speaking of which wen i was young, i rmb my mom's side do bring in
some foreign kids to stay with our families.
one time i was watching kbs at my grandmum hse ten she was like" u watching kor
show ah? last time got one kor boy or girl? stay with us b4"
hmmm thinking of it i think i got play with him or her i cnt rmb wen i was really
young.keke.
i do really wan to meet him or her but horh tat person must be 19+ liao lo.
should be bah.
HAHA.
oh and i could rmb who i got my 1st stuff toy bunny from!
i took it fro my cousin hse wen i was young tat time and brought it home with me!
ahahahxD
I LOVE RABBITS~
lol today i seem to recall my past.haha:D
ok byebye.

The memories are beautiful.(:

this is yy dedicated to zhuang and me on plurk!thanks love<3

I used to hold back my words for a these RIDICULOUS NONSENSE.
Fans have been holding back for a long while now so is abt time i speak up.
Not trying to bash those ppls out ther but i guess is time shld gt to say smth too.
I now heck care weather those ppls are my friends or watsoevr.
Doesnt mean i prefer my idols ovr u means i am acting all litat.IS NOT TRUE.
I treasure my friends mre then u tink okay.
okay is fine if u guys think tat we are over crazing this idols.
BUT! it doesnt shows tat we are too damn stupid until we dk the reality okay.
so creating this WHAT FOR?! Creating antis against you? RIDICULOUS!
no one will be too stupid to create antis for themselves right?!
okay we might be abit overboard by saying our idols are our "OURS" or watsoevr.
but in the end we still are in the right mind to know tat thy dun belong to us.
Some of us saying these are out of fun.FUN U GET IT?
if u dunknow wats the defination of fun do go for a brain checkup or look up on the
dictionary.
okay some of us are obsessed to them truth to say but isnt it up to us tat we obsess
them? Turning one WHOLE big round in the end is US who do wat we wan to do.
so doing these such things are u simply bored or trying to create antis for urself
or plain jelous?
We are not stupid enough to not know the reality.
Some ppls purposely chooses to comments bad on boybands just to anger fans out ther.
WHAT THE MAIN POINT?TELL ME.I REALLY WANT TO KNOW.
irritated tat we are too obsessed or jelous?
Let me tell you la.
Thy truly have talents PUL-LEASE! their songs are GREAT.
who wun admired them la. okay maybe some is bcos of their looks.
but please la! thy are truth to said handsome wat!
Got the talents and the looks who wun admire la!
these idols really worked hard to their dreams so i WONT let anyone bash them
for NO REASONS.
i am not saying all these just bcos i am a fan.but it is a FACT.
i really dun understand why ppls must do all these la.
MIND UR OWN BUISINESS.
okay end.

mood spoiled liao.okay whatevr.
went on forum outing. ruined by the weather-.-
my mood is ruined wat else to be ruin?
i wish i could just do wat i shld do but this matter is really....UGH!nvms.
i am most irritated at these type of ppls la.
okay i wun continued ruining my own mood.
so bye.
Life is what a person made it to be.

wow a newborn stalker:B keke. i found this on yy plurk! love it<3

okay i so love my friends^^
they kept me entertained thru this damn boring hols.
not forgetting my beloved idols:P
ahhh is damn fun crapping with my cliques and my fangirling partner:D
cut from plurk conversation:P

FANNLOVEKPOP says:
those who support me i am not a PERV PLS REPLY THIS!

Meixin ♥says:
supported :-)
FANNLOVEKPOPsays:
thank you!
FANNLOVEKPOPsays:
ILY!
;dh'sPRINCESS♥says:
SUPPORTED!!!
FANNLOVEKPOPsays:
ahahaxD
;dh'sPRINCESS♥says:
FANN
;dh'sPRINCESS♥says:
IS
;dh'sPRINCESS♥says:
NOT
;dh'sPRINCESS♥says:
PERVERT!!!
FANNLOVEKPOPsays:
THANK YOU (worship)
Jiaqi !says:
im supporting ths cos i read yaoi too XD
thia.etoile♥says:
supported !!! (rock) (gym)
FANNLOVEKPOPsays:
THANK YOU ILOVE YOU GUYS!
thia.etoile♥says:
love u too . hehehe ~
;dh'sPRINCESS♥says:
WELCOME!<3
FANNLOVEKPOPsays:
keke:-P

ahhahahah i won zhuang ad!!!!
keke me and zhuang had a debate weather i am a pervert or not^^
i believe hyukkie will support me!=XHAHA!
i want to study in boom academy so i can learn gags to make my friends laugh^^
laughing is me!ahahaxD
yeah tmr going dbsk forum outing with zhuang.
i have to wake up early TT^TT
IS GOOD TO LIVE UR LIFE HAPPILY EACH DAY(:
okay bye!

Happy birthday jaejin oppa!
a year olderrrr^^ oppa take care of your health:D
FIGHTING FT ISLAND<3

see my seat no 13!!!!!xD super junior no~

drank it vy nice^^

heechul watching avatar too~

went out with mx to watch avatar 3D.
been a long time since i watch 3D shows:P
REALLY nice the show!ILOVEIT!
blue lehhs my fav colour.
okay.bye.
13 is not a unlucky no. anymre.Knowing super junior is the biggest luck ever.

Okay!Kangin X Leeteuk and Eunhyuk X Donghae fanfics are up!
Yaoi ones.sexual contents included.
wrote it as promised to my plurks friends^^
it is my first time writing this type of fic so i hope is okay:/
Enjoy.^^ had a hard time thinking:P
they are connected stories kangteuk is part one.
eunhae are part 2.
Note: In the story,Donghae is a adopted son of Leetuek and his wife.

hey love<3 HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
another year older already(: oppa take care of ur health kay:D
Will always be supporting u.DBSK FIGHTING!
Oppa you are so cute!xD SARANGHAEYO!

posted up as promise jia qi! keke:D
okay i so going to bring my usb to watch shows on my grandmum hse BIG tv!
bye.

Ryeowook ft leeteuk and yuyun fic is out.
finally completed:D
Enjoy!

it's baby birthday today!
omg i realised this hols been influnced my jean. i started calling him baby.
keke anyway he is cute^^

okayy.hello.
today completed wookie and yy fanfic.
1 word:happy:D
keke still have after stry for jean to write.
planned.just need to write:D being ready is GOOD.
nxt yr tough yr for me.will have to cope with physics,chem and a maths
and POA. no slacking for me nxt yr. got to work hard.
i am doubtful tht i can last.
aft o lvl i SWEAR i will burn my physics book.
3 words:I HATE PHYSICS.
i had one dream tht i took my sec 3 pp liao.haha.:D
this hols been concentrating too much on fanfics until
i write out chinese compo become english translated to chinese litat.
broken chinese:X
i will try to live my life happily.
lol,randomness.
whatevr.
bye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONEW OPPA!<3
turned 18!congratulation!
take care of your health oppa!
FIGHTING SHINEE!<3

it is currently 12.23 in KR. 11.23 in SG.
therefore HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

i really love this.

no matter how many times i watched this,i nvr get tired of it.
this is the 1st time i see a band and their fans have so much bonds.
evr since i got the super show dvd, i kept playing this part luh^^
Fans singing to suju:D
i like the part aft thy stop teuk go say promise me tht you will accompany me till the end.
damn touching la.
keke sylvia tell me of a webbie tat sell fanmade hoodie for gd fans:)
quite nice leh:P
suju E.L.F will always protect and stand by u.^^
SARANGHAEYO!<3
watching fanvids made me cry seriously.
nth much happen today.
okay,byebye.

super junior is 13 super junior family is 15.
henry and zhoumi are a part of suju family.^^
Never leave them behind, they are still a part of the family.
but of course super junior is 13.(:


this is touching.saranghaeyo super junior<3
seeing elf love for suju makes tears formed at my eyes.
i am not a really emotional person but this really touches me.
this song is sang by chinese E.L.F.
SUPER JUNIOR i will always stand by you(:

Happy birthday love!<3
Turned 19 today! Congratulations^^
Saranghaeyo oppa! you taught me alot of things ever since i know you.
You taught me whats love.
You taught me about being determined working towards your goal.
You are the one who lits up my day.
Your singing and your cute antics are the ones that i love about you.
Just like your name,i hope you will always achieve the best!
Take care of you health,try not to fall ill oppa:)
5 words :I LOVE YOU and FIGHTING!

keke i love seungri!^^
okay anyway went for tution todayyy.
mush hurry complete wookie stry so cn post up for my fangirling partners to read><
okay go watched show now.
bye.

I LOVE IT!
but kibummie and kangin is missing D:
sadded.
this mv got the vry nice kind of feel la.
is finally out and i am happy!


super junior is NEVER completed with just one member missing.

went mx hse today.
her bear tat she bought fro malaysia is BIG><
crapped with her^^
had a fun time~
ft island reached spore ystd.zhuang,jean and i wanted to go
but it is late lehhs.
lol jean nearly cry haha:P
tmr will be seungri the vry 1st person who taught me love birthday!
ahaha he will be turning 19 tmr. :D
2hr and 16 mins left SG
1hr and 16 mins left in korea.

what's love?
keke no suju ft today...:P

i have been wondering.Do i understand what's love?
i am NOT in love currently just wondering.
i write fics,romance smth i have nvr experience in rl though.
do i truly understand the meaning?
i am in a love mode evryday u kno why.not bcos of my idols though:P
a writer for stories need to put herself in the situation:)
i need to feel and imagine it all out.
songs get me inspired for new stories.
have been asked a few time why din i want to be a writer in the future?
idk the reason too.maybe it is just a hobby?haha.
writing is my passion^^ although my eng is really bad:X
a few times, i thought of wanting to learn all abt filming^^
i really love the ways of filming:D
end of my rants here.

have tution today.
my tutor is awesome:D
okay nth much happened.
bye.

Happy Birthday Choi Minho! ♥


FIGHTING SHINEE!
always supporting you guys^^
Minho oppa happy 18th birthday!
oppa while working hard you must take care of your health too:D
Fighting~
Saranghaeyo<3

went my grandmum hse today.
watched super show on her super big telly scrn.
SO BIG LEHHS!I WAS WAHHHHH!
i wan smuggle it home luhhs.
suppose to watch suju m on tv today but missed it cos
busy playing with my younger cousin.
wrote yy fanfic.
hmmmm maybe i shld write donghae/kyuhyun and jean after stry:/
watched hyukkie on kbs today~
awwww he is soo cute....but he CRIED at the ending cos he din win D:
at the ending the host ask him say some words to his fans.
AND I AM LISTENING.
awww hyukkie ah dun cry it is alright.you try ur best alrd^^
seeing u cry will break our heart more. cheer up:D
fighting oppa~
byebye.
i am very bad with kids=X

awwww so cute,thy look like a perfect couple=X

ft the two of them as i read a fanfic abt them today and it is nice.
keke cream on eggs. >:D
nvr blogged ystd as the AWESOME jean go KICKED the internet and phone wire
and it cnt worked.RAWRRR.
I LOVE CRUEL TEMPTATION!^^
really nice ROCKKK!
i am bored staying at home lehhs.
want to go out.
watched we got married kangin part.:)
LOL he was so excited^^
okay bye.

i am afraid.
afriad that i wont write out a good one.D:

keke i printscrn this fro one ufo replies vid.^^

i realise i still got a lot of things to learn from suju :P
just looking at their ufo replies is so sweet~
i really love their reset song^^ esp the meaning of it is really sweet:)
lol they really inspires me to write fanfic:D
keke.
ugh nxt yr will be a busy yr for me.
evry weekends will be goin for tution.
went for maths tution today~
watched suju intimate note.
really funny luhhs><
xin get well soon kays~
i was reading with my sis one of the message on youtube to snsd fans and antis.
lol been seeing anti stuffs lately.
wow and i was shocked at fans of snsd(boys) stabbed and even rapped some
E.L.F in the toilet during the dream concert.
i am damn speechless aft reading wat she said.
i totally agree with her. there were faults fro antis and fans too.
Fans are really scary,i admit even though i am one.
i mean all this type of things are really stupid.tsktsk childish i would say.
okay byebye.

Super Junior reset^^
You ask me if I really don’t feel anything or if nothing’s wrong from time to time
Do I really look like nothing is wrong?
Do I?
Even now when I look at you my heart hurts
Even if it’s for a moment
I try hard not to let my tears fall
Don’t you know that I’m smiling like a fool?
Now how can you and I become friends like before?
Can we really be like that?
Can we really?

Press the reset
Press press the reset
I’m looking at you
Only you
Press the reset
Press press the reset
You, I can’t forget you
Press the reset
Press press the reset
How am I to let go of the person who’s standing in front of me
Press the reset
Press press the reset

[Rap] You
Please say something
That your heart is aching with longing too
Like me
Tell me
My heart stops
I can’t breathe
My wounds don’t heal
I patch up the empty holes you left with tears today too
By any chance, would you go there?
Think about me occasionally?
Thinking this, I go crazy
Do you know this heart of mine?
I love you I love you
I promise you
I’ll hold your hand tight
I’m sorry I’m sorry
Come back to me
Press the reset

Can we really not go back to how we were
To the day when we first bumped into each other
I guess we can’t go back to that day
please, oh please
Possibly
Maybe
If you too are smiling for my sake
If it’s really like that
Come back now

Press the reset
Press press the reset
I’m looking at you
Only you
Press the reset
Press press the reset
You, I can’t forget you
Press the reset
Press press the reset
How am I to let go of the person who’s standing in front of me
Press the reset
Press press the reset

Rather, should I leave first?
Is letting you go something I do for you?
But forgive me
I can’t do it
I can’t forget you
Come back

Press the reset
Press press the reset
I’m looking at you
Only you
Press the reset
Press press the reset
You, I can’t forget you
Press the reset
Press press the reset
How am I to let go of the person who’s standing in front of me
Press the reset
Press press the reset

~Lyrics Credit: jpopasia.com

Hae and Henry~
keke henry is my teddy bear^^
idk why i call henry teddy bear cos he look so cute and cuddly:D

writing wookie and teuk fanfic for ah y today~
watched suju mini drama.
damn nice I LOVE IT<3 esp the yaoi part la.
WELCOME BACK TO SG TAN MEIXIN!
i want go her hse on sun^^
will forced her to watched super show with me:D keke.
my mum saw me watched the suju don don mv and wen she saw
siwon she was like eh isnt he the lee min ho?
hahaxD
both of them really look quite alike:P
but i love siwon not him.
quite alike lehhs the 2 of them.
somehow.
byebye.

keke bought this wen i went out with yy and zhuangie todayy^^
unofficial but nice haha:D
my mum will be sewing my idols kor names onto my pillow case sheet
as a christmas present^^V ahaha:D
walked around tamp agn b4 going yy hse:D
wah yy tv quite big ehs smore got the sound system thing i wan steal!
vy shuang watch suju,dbsk,snsd performances^^
i am amazed at how much her super show dvd cost hahaxD
thn we look at suju members cyworlds:)
leeteuk one look so ahem romantic HAHA:D
okay byebye.
i will smhw try to squeeze teuk into my planned wookie stry yy:DD