My FaNtAsYs AnD DrEaMs.....

my recent macros:D

2010-06-01T21:57:00.002+08:00

haha all purely made by me:D

updated!

2010-06-01T21:54:00.001+08:00

skin changed like finally:D
report card back today.
results are horrible.
links lost so tag me if want a link:D
thanks!
visit my tumblr for more updates:P

2010-05-28T15:24:00.004+08:00

hey peeps! off from blogger to binguelbinguelkissme.tumblr.com
i might still be updating this but maybe not so much.
tags are still welcome.
nice ones i mean, mind you.:D
thanks!

Macros gallery:P

2010-04-10T22:07:00.001+08:00

hahaah another macros made by me again.
making macros are REAL ADDICTIVE:P
excuse me for my sick macros but thats me=XLOL
okay macros shall be my hobby now:DD
nights.

macros macros:D

2010-04-09T21:41:00.004+08:00

haahah i finally done some jong macros:D
funfunfun!
i will do more:P
lunched at seoul garden with jiayi,jy's bro,gwen,queenette,gloria,yy,mz,W.jiaqi,
theresa and sis tdy as a belated celebration for brother jong.:D
CRABSTICKS<3
the table tht i sat with yy,theresa and gwen was the most ex.
so many food:P
gwen ah order the most. she cannot full one.
love today manzx:D
took loads of pictures.
but in my friends' phone.
I WANT IT:DD
oh and i so love the macros tht queenette made abt Gwen<33!
damn funny:P
ok bye.

Happy Birthday brother Jong!

2010-04-08T22:01:00.002+08:00

before the days ends,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER JONG!
enjoy this special day to fullest!
may all your dreams be fufilled!:D and your Miss.Right.:P
stay healthy,dont lose it early=X
hahah so manny nonsenesical stuffs:D
keke i always wanted to have a brother like you.
will always be there for me:)
ok Lol.
Me love bling bling brother:D
i wanna care for you!
ok bye!:DD
seoul garden tmr!

HAPPY BELATED SIWONNIE.

2010-04-08T21:50:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIWONNIE:D
i feel retarted for not remembering it was his birthday ystd=X
okayyy anyway happy birthday still!:DD
stay healthy oppa! may all your wishes be fufilled:D
E.L.F loves you<33
SUPER JUNIOR 13 FOREVER!

no matter how tough the route is, i will always stand by you and keep on supporting:D

stay happy ALWAYS:DD

E.L.F love SUPER JUNIOR!

Happy Birthday:D

2010-04-04T21:19:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Hyukkie!:DD
E.L.F love Super Junior<3
13 forever!:D
시랑해요!

brother jong birthday next thurs!

bye.

IRRITATED

2010-04-03T22:38:00.000+08:00

ok i m pissed.PISSED.
this laptop is making me feel so fucked up!
i wan to download vids and in the end cannot.
i want to transfer files and i need restart-.-
fuck it.
bye.

obssession!:D

2010-03-31T21:12:00.003+08:00

hello.
much spazzing tdy:D
theresa developed a obsession for bro jong!!:D
hahaha.
lunched at library with queenette,jia yi,gwen and theresa.
went comic connection aft tht and i bought shinee badge!:)
watched shinee reality show.
they date noonas:DD
i find it nice.
although thy wasnt so open:P
hahahaha. if was a boy i would dated a open and cute girl:D
slacked instead of doing elearning feel badD:
whtevr.
bye.

elearning day.

2010-03-30T21:45:00.002+08:00

hello.:D
was suppose to watch movie with friends tdy but cancelled.
did most of the elearning and slack much too:D
watched hello baby and other shows^^
theresa came my hse to watch mystery 6:D
was kind of bored so i did quite a few of quizzes.
haha my results!! brother jong!!:DD
okay.bye.

i miss crapping with you.):

Shinee and SHINEE!

2010-03-29T21:56:00.002+08:00

makes me go laughing my ass off:D

spazzing abt shinee is almost a everyday thing:P
oh yeshhhhh TOMMOROWW ELEARNING= NO SCHOOL.
hahaahha although it sucks but staying home is awesome.
might be going movie tmr:P
theresa coming ovr to my hse in the morning first.
watching variety shows together and elearning^^
bought a shinee and minho postcard:DD
chocolate icecream totally rock:D
spazzed with eline abt shinee!<3
BRO JONG! why are u off with ur blonde fringe):
bye.

anger management.

2010-03-27T21:58:00.005+08:00

my anger management suck seriously.
i cannot control it my blood pressure is rising to max recently.
ugh i suck man.
to dos:
1. ~~control anger.~~(FAILED)
i seriously bad at it.
i try listening to slow song but it doesnt work.
whatevr.-.-
keke i read one post queenette post on her tumblr abt shinee if thy were ur bf?
omg onew is sooooo SWEET.
brother Jongg too!^^V
hahahahaha.
okay i m setting a schedule ASAP.
bye.

Tired.:O

2010-03-23T21:53:00.002+08:00

real tired nowadays.
dark circles are appearing.shit-.-
feel like sleeping in class but i need to studyy:P
fcuk it tdy blood pressure shot up.
i wan to buy the las wk epop thn got one girl go buy the last issue.
feel so damn fucked up aft tht.
the Y.O.U album sell out also!_|_
bullshit just promised sometime ago i will control anger-.-
okay bye.

ELEARNING SUCK TTM.

2010-03-21T18:42:00.003+08:00

shit elearning. heck care la anyhow do.
i would rather go sch and learn since i will understand btr.
ELEARNING SUCK.
anyway chillin out with some kpop macros:P
love them.
ordered so fanstuffs with teresa and jean recently.
bought a shinee tee:DD
cnt wait for it:D
i ve been waking up crying fro dreams this hol.
really sucky.
not only one nightmare a night but afew.D:
some made my cry alot):
shitass.
bye.

Retarded shit.

2010-03-18T20:43:00.002+08:00

this so fcuking tell my mood right now:/

bad day on cyber for me.
went phy class tdy only.skipped emaths.
went queenette hse and have a friggin awesome time ther:D
nice house:) her brother is so cute too^^
watched ep 8 of hello baby on her laptop.
i want to do my poa hmw but i CANNOT SAVE IT AFTER THT.
stupid com-.- lagged. shit ass.
and i cnt evn download vids fuck it.
youtube loaded damn fucking slow today.
mood ruined.
i dun feel like doing any of the elearning.
shit ass counted in CA.who to blame.the bloody prog for lagging-.-
ya whtevr shit just bcos i dwnloaded a few virus stuffs.
freaking irritating.
at least i hope tmr will be a btr day for me.
music bank at grandmum hse tmr?haha.
bye.

holiday classes-.-

2010-03-16T21:53:00.003+08:00

kekeke so cute:)

bahhhh-.- i hate holiday classes.
wake up early and go sch D:
had Amaths class today.
Late for it:P
watched hello baby!:DD
damn short post tdy nth to rant.
bye.

in SG!

2010-03-14T21:14:00.010+08:00

hellooooo.
Uploaded pics tdy!
wanted to upload fancams but load slow so give up.
vry lq cos were by hp zoom in.
uploaded one pic of other fans the board which i took at airport as
i think it is quite nice:))
ystd went e awards show with queenette,teresa,gloria,yy and mz^^
AWESOMEEEEEE!
went to junction 8 with zhuang on the day whn BEG was holding their fanmeet.
dint stay though only took a pic of the event board.
went to the esplanade oh jungsoo concert and took some vids!:D
i want go imm at first but my mum was tired too queue for me
and another thing i was kind of sian=X
okay bye.

brother jongg dun be angry anymore):

Awesomeeeee!♥

2010-03-12T22:09:00.005+08:00

drama i love watching thm live:P
saw a look alike minho tdyyyy!

omggggggggg. e awards tmr! cnt wait:D
sch cip day tdy.
Loveeee it<3
made friends! one of thm look so like minho!damn cutexD
ther was mini hyukkie,kyu and minho.hahahahah.
hahahaha took a photo:P
sad thy left aft awhile.
thy were really nice):
got back term report.
SASTIFIED with results. :D
3 A1, 1 A2,2 Bs,1 C.
improveddd! esp physic:D
Awesome day tdy and the ystd.
movie-ed with clique ystd.Alice in Wonderland.
LOVE Rabbits:D
Awesome Days but feelings differ too:|
bye.

Gloriaaaaa! bring me along!:D

sports day just suck-.-

2010-03-10T21:39:00.002+08:00

thats wat i needa do!:D

helloooo.
lunched at usual place agn:D
feel so tired:O
loveeeee POA lessons.
cher allow us watch oh! and sorry sorry ans mvs tdy!
ring ding dong nextttt lesson! AWESOME.
seriously each chers shld do tht:X
promised my mum this year must buck up liao.
i m glad my marks improved!^^V
but i m still not focus):
i need to focus. is the main keypoint to studying as told by key.
admired onew for being 2nd in his sch last time.^^
my seat was shifted to the back of my class liao as what i always wanted.
but i afraid my attention will drift off one day.
tmr watching alice in wonderland with clique!:D
sport day SUCK.
bye.

peektureeee!

2010-03-09T21:32:00.003+08:00

self cameraaaaa! Jongkey!

lunched at the library cafe with queenette and jiayi!:D
i realized i have been saying the phrases,fcuk it,fcuk my life,fcukkk! recently.=X
i shld seriously stop saying too much vulgars:P
yeah i m so glad tht my subj are improving! ^^V
my mum allow me go but my dad i haven ask ):
ok short post!
bye.

new skin!

2010-03-07T20:49:00.002+08:00

OMG! I SOOOO LOVE THIS!

hello.
changed new skin^^
omg i SO LOVE onew and jessica ONE YEAR LATER.xD
thy look sooooo SWEET:D
ONSSICA WOOOOOOOOHOOOOO:D
ugh i seriously hate antis la thy SUCK.
suppose to do ss bt i feel so sian leh:P
wondergirls is in SG nowwww!!!!
but i wonder for what:O
heaven gave me anth chance so i shld make a proper use of it.
okay bye.:D

Friends.

2010-03-01T21:49:00.003+08:00

i think i have been seriously short tempered lately.
SUCK.
sorry xin mummy for ruining ur bday D:
i feel tht i was really emo and spoil the mood totally.
SORRY.
seriously i find myself real sucky nowaday.
i find myself real loser smtime.
i NEED to keep my temper in.
and i NEED to stop bhb-ing.
i apologize to all good friends.
REALLY I M SORRY.
i will try to make up for all the mistakes i made):
not evryone perfect.including me.
evryone makes mistakes.
i look happy on the outside bt i feel real terrible inside.
i really wanna cry but i cant.
i feel really bad.i am not a good friend.
anw,thanks to all my friends for being ther for me all along.:D
I love you,

2010-02-21T21:00:00.003+08:00

cuteee!!

hello.
i m soooo into hello baby:P
yoogun is soooo cutexD
i not good with kids but thy r cute^^
omg i sooo want hug him!xDD
brother minho is so awesome!
such responsible guy ready made father:P
I LOVE SHINEE!<3
and i want a new hp so i cn stuff my pictures inside TT^TT
ok bye.

Money:D

2010-02-16T17:41:00.002+08:00

I love this boy(:

chinese new year is kind of over.
i got money!:D
will be spending it sooner or later:P
I WANT A NEW PHONE.
din fix the lg phone.
want to but lazy.
there is homework but i lazy do so i m watching mvs^^V
went visiting ystd and i SO LOVE MY COUSIN HSE.
it is DAMN BIG.
and the tv is the projector screen thing and the image quality
damn HQ la.
I LOVE IT.
got alot of video games:P
short post.bye.

Valentine.

2010-02-13T12:23:00.002+08:00

Brother!!

Thanks peeps for the valentine presents.(:
been stuffing myself with sweets.:d ahahaxD
changed my skin to SHINEEEEE!xDD
i am so crazing thm currently.:P
Jong is my new found brother^^
hahahxD
Shinee is coming back sg and i am so going!
i cnt go see junsu D:
sch reopen i must guai=X
i have been depriving of sleep since the day i go chase shinee.
chinese new year is coming and i m so going to get moneyyyy!

SHINee in SG!

2010-01-31T20:23:00.002+08:00

ok friday was AWESOME!
went at 2.30pm to airport to fetch Shinee.
reached and i was expecting like will hav sibei lot of fans waiting liao.
and ther was like only 10+?
made alot of AWESOME FANGIRLS friends.
haha we sat tgt in a big circle n intro one anth^^
exchanged hp nos.:P damn nice. the circle started to gt bigger as mre
fans arrived.:D we was waiting at the belt 36 cos we tink shinee will arrive here.
thn we wait ther lo. but it turn out to be the opp end-.-
haha i found my anth twins. our friends we look alike.she is sec 2 though:P
haha and she is a BIG FAN of LEETEUK. and she say i laugh like leeteuk ahaha!
so whn suddenly a random girl fan ran across shouting "ONEW!!!"
the whole batch of us fans realize the barriers were set up the opp
end, n thn WHOLE GRP strt chionging ther sia! HAHA! DAMN FUNNY!
i shld hav recorded it:P
lucky i gt the 1st row sia. but i was SQUEEZED LIKE HELLSHIT CAN!
and thn one ang moh walked out and he saw all the fans and he was like WTF!
LOL!
shinee flight kip delaying sia.and whn finally it landed,all the fans
screamed like hellshit.
oh and i saw a girl who cut her hair like key's DAMN NICE.
and thn alot of bangladesh had to kip pushing our barrier side back.
WTF.
other side nvr push la-.-
and ther was so many fcuking false alarmsD:<
and SHINEE WAS DAMN HOT HOT IN RL!
jonghyun and minho 's smile is damn CUTExD
thy looked so excited sia^^
and ONEW IS DAMN DAMN CUTExDDD
bt aft watching the fancam at the bus ther i realized he was limping D:
he looked alright in front...poor onew...he is putting a strong front in
front of his fans D:
taemin look kind of pale...his face is kind reddish...mayb bcos of the weather change?
key kind of smile abit^^
i m sastified on tht day(:

today actuali wanted to go fansign but all tickets were sold out by 5am sia!
12 am started selling. FUCK_|_
say no ovrnight queueing and gt ppls queue ovrnight still get.
WTF!
so only cn watched thm fro the tv cos the securities wun let us go anywher
near the roof garden-.-
so we tried running up fro the staircase bt gt anth security guards.
walao eh see oso cnt. no tickets means cnt go see shinee.
BULLSHIT SIA.
to tink we stayed up until 1+am to do the fanletters.
F la!
onewwww!D:
I HATE THE ORGANIZER CAN!
and smre one security guard go say "FUCK!GOAWAY!" to the fans sia.
wht will it feel if i say tht to ur kid huh?!
see shinee only oso cnt.-.-
if thy was a fan b4 thy will understand.
bye.

2010-01-15T22:21:00.002+08:00

today i m lucky i guess.
lunched at ws with queenette,gwen,jia yi,jean and jia jing.
went to comic connection and got free posters!:D
AWESOME.
went back sch with gwen and jean to see phy cher.
he saw the 2pm poster and say actually kor boys r handsome.
awwww he is so AWESOME la^^
got free sandwiches fro vendor too:DD
i m trying to work hard now but i cnt help using the com.D:
GOSH I NEED TO CONTROL MYSELF.
haha.
ok bought suju mini calenders and one chunnie postcard^^
bye.

stupid bitches.-.-

2010-01-12T21:01:00.002+08:00

Happy 300th post.
okay sch suck.
my seat was moved to the front la.-.-
and the usb dun fit the hp.SUCK!
no mre songsD: NO MORE PICS!
sucky.
plurk karma dropped like hell-.-
okay my life isnt goin so well.
i wan to sleep in class so i need to master sleeping with my eyes open.
haha.
okay bye.
sch starts= LESS BLOGGING.

School tmr -.-

2010-01-03T18:57:00.000+08:00

okay totally sucks la!
sch starting tmr.-.-
hardly even gt to enjoy my hols.wtf.
starting of a busy yr.D:
whtevr.
bye.

New year resolutions

2010-01-01T21:21:00.003+08:00

went out with family today and watched full hse on kbs^^
nice show:D
okay i kno it wouldnt work but anw just write la.

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS.
1. Do better in sec 3 improve on my physics.
2.not to addict in com so much.
3.try not to be horny :P
4.try not to bully zhuang and yy=X
5.dont slack so much.

NEW YEAR WISHES.
1.albums!
2.kibum,hannie,kangin joining suju activities.D:
3.lawsuit solved.
4.new bag:D

okay.bye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE<3

2009-12-31T23:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVEEE<3
23 yrs old^^ take care of your health oppa!<3
Saranghaeyo oppa! SUPER JUNIOR FIGHTING!
FOREVER 15<33

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNSU TOO<3
posted up his on 15 dec:P
now is 12.05am in korea.:D

2010:/

2009-12-31T21:03:00.000+08:00

hyukkie i wish i can smile happily right now D:

2010 i not looking forward.
Not at all.
thinking of those subjs i m goin to take stress me out.
sch will be ending late nxt yr too D:
need strt prep for o lvl...
STRESS.
i m stress from just thinking of it.
speaking of which my nxt yr form cher SUCKS.
zzz was planning to cut key fringe but cn forget it liao la.
go back sch still have to face sm damn bloody faces-.-
just have to endure and guai lan thm back lo.
no using com once sch strt.
physics and chem WTF!
physics wan me die isit?!
so hard la!
why almost all class have to be physics?!
i such a good bio student why dunwan put mre bio?=X
DAMN YOU!
bye.
Life is full of ups and dwns.but i will try to overcome it.

AWESOME!

2009-12-30T21:21:00.000+08:00

yeahyeah! got my headphone finally!
those are the ones tat hae wore in the seoul mv^^
i LOVE IT!xD
zhuangie oso got hers too:D

went out with mummy xin and lp jean.
watched alvin and the chipmunks 2.
vy cute and funny luhhs<3
thn went marina barrage.
played at the water part and took photos.
i love it but shld brought extra clothes thn cn play in the water^^
sch opening-.-
not looking foward.
links i want a new blog link?
any suggestions?

Tears.They come anytime.Sad or happy moments.(:

Finally :D

2009-12-29T23:42:00.000+08:00

awesomness! i love him<3

changed blogskin finally haha.
is abt time i changed link too.
but no idea wat link luh D:
shit reminds me i recently din go read ficsD:
busy.busy with wat i oso dk :P
ahhh i cant wait for the headphones >_<
sch is reopening.
suck suck SUCK!
i like my friends but school is a BORE cn.
need wake up early-.-
quotes i need quotes.
some inspirations pls:/
bye.

Love? What is it?

2009-12-28T22:41:00.000+08:00

Awesomness! I love hannie<3

hello.
tution today.
okay was suppose to complete my yewon and kyumin fics by today
but i lazy to write it recently plus i no inspirations.:/
ok antis sucks can.
jean say i must continue writing a NORMAL type of story.
keke sure. :P but i oso like those tyes too.haha:D
hmmmm i might be considered a little horny,but whtevr haha!
oh reminds me yy said i must have taught teukie the wrong ting on the way
wen i brought hin dwn to earth.LOLxD
yeah! i ordered the headphone tat hae wore in the seoul song:D
excited.
i always wanted a headphone and my dad is getting it for me tat for christmas^^
my vry first christmas present fro my parents.
jean's one is GD hoodie.
at least mine is cheaper thn hers okay....haha:D
bye(:

What's the defination of a fan(as in idols' fan)?

2009-12-27T19:35:00.001+08:00

i hope suju is spending their christmas well D:

Merry xmas!(late) :P
anyway din blog for 2 days cos went to bintan for christmas.
okay....it is not as boring as i thought. it is okay.
lazy post up pictures=X
first day checked in and went swimming at the resort thn go karaoke.
tsktsk the songs ther vy LKK.=X
aiya mostly adults go one la.most of the hol spend time playing with my
youngest cousin and the 2nd oldest one which is like sec 3 now:D
dinner ate at a jap restraunt.
thn 2nd day,we spent almost the day at the hotel leisure club.
my archery sucks can.... at least jean and my cousin can shot most of it into
the aiming board my ones flew like vy far....-.-
i wanted to go town but town oso nth la....
went mangrove. seat the boat explore around.
thn at night returned folo my aunt go the nightclub.
i wanted to see mah haha:P
dine at seafood restraunt.
thn i stay up with my cousins like until 1am?
okay shall stop here haha.
oh and shinee is coming SG lehhh! so as heard from my friends!
wil go see onew oppa^^
bye.

i want to protect you.

2009-12-24T21:47:00.000+08:00

super junior<3

Bad christmas to start with. rumoured tht mre suju members will
be joining in the lawsuit to file against SM.Suju M activities are temporarily
stopped. Rumour can be not true but i am worried.:/ Our boys will be fine,
i have to believe in that right now. Please let everything to to be solved soon.
I prayed hard for all 15 to be protected.
I believe in 15.

leaving sg tmr. D: off to bintan for christmas.
it will be dwnright boring. I am sure.
no ppls to fangirls with. have to face my cousins. ugh.
not tht i hate them is just tht they are so mono la.
my mum ask me bring along my lappy. but no internet. i got dwnload sm vids
though.:/ if thr are malls,my mood might lighten up abit.haha.
no plurk,no fangirling,no idols for 3 days.D: SADDED.
i wanted to bring along foolscap so cn write my yaoi fics.
but no space to squeeze in my bag liao D: and wat if my relatives saw.
cnt imagine :O
okay whtevr.
i hope suju are eating and sleeping well. :/
I only have one wish this christmas. Please let suju problems be solved so i am
able to see their smiles agn. i wun ask for mre tht my only wish.
i dunnid any presents. tht all i wanted:)
leaving at 8am tmr?
early sleep tonight.
bye.
Merry Xmas peeps!<3
I need to stay strong at times like this.
Ask me why did i evr fall in love with you.

2009-12-23T21:38:00.000+08:00

Together we will stand as one.

Great...news are out.Not a rumour or anth else.A fact.
tsktsk how could thy do this to hannie.
the 6 reasons are enough to break my heart.
Hannie is sick and yet still forced to work.
Are you even human,SM?
He got gastritis and kidney problems resulting from high stress.
seriously i nvr seen someone so far who is hard hearted enough
as you to do this to hannie in my life.
Contract issues happened to DBSK too.
tsktsk seriously you really need a change la.
ya i kno u were the one tht invested so much on them but spared them a thought can.
they singed and worked so hard so thy shld have their rights too.
i am just stating what i thought so yeah.

went out with zhuang and yun today.
Plurk is fun place for me now^^
with friends who evr gets bored? haha.
went tm first and met my plurk fren jiaqi.
she was eating at the seoul restraunt with her friends.
AND! WE MET HER B4!
she was the one tat we saw during near eoy time we went study at the tamp library
thn we overheard their conversation abt big bang!
and i threw a pp ball message to ask them if thy like anot but missed-.-
haha such coincidence la! i met her thru plurk agn!haha:D
bought hannie and wonnie badge<33
bought big bang album too!<33
AWESOME!
lol 1 mths+ good fren on plurk and we thn now realised haha!
ate at cineplex the kor bbq chicken.
and we watched dream concert at the tv ther! 2ne1,shinee,suju,snsd!
today is a awesome day!
haha.
bye.
The world is such a small place. All of us are connected in a way.(:

2009-12-22T21:32:00.000+08:00

News are out. some say it might be SM scheme
for hyping up a upcoming concert for suju.
if it is true, SM please dont do it. E.L.F are worried sick
and pls dont make it a torture for our 13 boys.
We can cry but we cant lose them.
I hope that hyukkie and wookie isnt crying their eyes out....
and our angel leeteuk, he must be worrying like crazy.
I really hope suju are doing fine right now.....
No matter what happens, we E.L.F must stand strong
right now cos at times like this, they need us to be there for them ,standing beside them
giving them all our support.
Right now it might be tough but oppas u need to keep on going on.
E.L.F will always be beside you giving you our fullest supports.
Life is full of ups and downs but together we will tide
through all of it together as one.
In the past you have gone through many
painful accidents just like the 2007 april accident.
But in the end tgt we managed to pass through those hard time.
So right now we cnt lost our hopes....
we must keep going on foward and look at the positive side.
There is nothing tat cnt be solved i believe.
Forever 15 super junior family<3

the bonds between us are so thick right now and it is impossible to break it.

2009-12-21T21:45:00.000+08:00

Who is this?Super Junior.The only band i know with the 13 members in it.Not a member less or more.
Its been a month since i know you guys.But it seems i have known you a year ago. i feels attached to you guys already although its only been a month.I learnt tat suju fans are called E.L.F,everlasting friends.And I learnt tht super junior and E.L.F had been tgt thru thick and thin. Although i wasnt ther as a fan wen those past painful incidents happened,i could still feel the pain in my heart when i watched the vids. My heart feel so painful like it was bleeding.i wanted so much to cry out loud but i knew i should not cos those were the past and we must continue moving foward and look at the positive side.I laughed at those times when u guys were happy and together making jokes and pained at those sad incidents. Your smiles and laughters are the one i just wished for everyday.
I dont want you guys to feel troubled. Let us E.L.F be the one to tide through everyting with u guys. I promised as a E.L.F, i will protected all 13 of you no matter wat prob you face.Meeting downfalls again and again, i will prayed hard every night for everyting to turn out right. Even if i could have sleepless nights fro worrying,its okay to me as long as you guys are alright. So right now at this moment,i shall prayed for everyting happening to you guys right now to be alright.
I believed in all 13 of you. Many things happened in the past before and tgt we managed to pull through so i believed I BELIEVE that things will be alright soon.
E.L.F KEEP THE FAITH. Forever 15<3 SUPER JUNIOR FAMILY WILL ALWAYS BE TGT!

Please do not bash our magnae,kyu.
http://shake-therunway.blogspot.com/

I must stand strong right now cos crying hard would not help.
All i can do now is to pray hard for everyting to turn out right....

2009-12-20T18:33:00.000+08:00

i really love this two alot recently:D

went for tution.
i recently realised tat teukie is like my mom wen come to driving.
Both oso dk how to park.LOL.
spent the half of the afternoon helping my aunt and mum to unpack Teresa's stuffs.
lol she is the taiwan girl tat i used to play with tgt wen we were young.
used to stay at my aunt place but now moved to my hse.
she is same age as me so it is okay i guess.
but i feel wierd cos i din meet her quite awhile already so i hope we still can
communicate well:/
saw tat she have alot of kpop and fei lun hai mags.
wah i tell u she got quite alot of fei lun hai things.
i saw a suju,dbsk and ss501 mags thy were in chin so i guess it is bought in taiwan.
will lent from her aft she return fro taiwan:P
and those dramas she have are those i wanted to watch.
mostly fei lun hai members act inside one^^
my mom just brought in another fan:D
i guess life will be crazier with fans living tgt ahahaxD
my mom smore tot we will influence her. tsktsk she is one herself lehhs:P
i will show her my fics:D ahahahaxD
i rmb we used to play tgt all those stuff toys wen we were young.
really good friends with her before haha:D
speaking of which wen i was young, i rmb my mom's side do bring in
some foreign kids to stay with our families.
one time i was watching kbs at my grandmum hse ten she was like" u watching kor
show ah? last time got one kor boy or girl? stay with us b4"
hmmm thinking of it i think i got play with him or her i cnt rmb wen i was really
young.keke.
i do really wan to meet him or her but horh tat person must be 19+ liao lo.
should be bah.
HAHA.
oh and i could rmb who i got my 1st stuff toy bunny from!
i took it fro my cousin hse wen i was young tat time and brought it home with me!
ahahahxD
I LOVE RABBITS~
lol today i seem to recall my past.haha:D
ok byebye.

The memories are beautiful.(:

2009-12-19T20:14:00.000+08:00

this is yy dedicated to zhuang and me on plurk!thanks love<3

I used to hold back my words for a these RIDICULOUS NONSENSE.
Fans have been holding back for a long while now so is abt time i speak up.
Not trying to bash those ppls out ther but i guess is time shld gt to say smth too.
I now heck care weather those ppls are my friends or watsoevr.
Doesnt mean i prefer my idols ovr u means i am acting all litat.IS NOT TRUE.
I treasure my friends mre then u tink okay.
okay is fine if u guys think tat we are over crazing this idols.
BUT! it doesnt shows tat we are too damn stupid until we dk the reality okay.
so creating this WHAT FOR?! Creating antis against you? RIDICULOUS!
no one will be too stupid to create antis for themselves right?!
okay we might be abit overboard by saying our idols are our "OURS" or watsoevr.
but in the end we still are in the right mind to know tat thy dun belong to us.
Some of us saying these are out of fun.FUN U GET IT?
if u dunknow wats the defination of fun do go for a brain checkup or look up on the
dictionary.
okay some of us are obsessed to them truth to say but isnt it up to us tat we obsess
them? Turning one WHOLE big round in the end is US who do wat we wan to do.
so doing these such things are u simply bored or trying to create antis for urself
or plain jelous?
We are not stupid enough to not know the reality.
Some ppls purposely chooses to comments bad on boybands just to anger fans out ther.
WHAT THE MAIN POINT?TELL ME.I REALLY WANT TO KNOW.
irritated tat we are too obsessed or jelous?
Let me tell you la.
Thy truly have talents PUL-LEASE! their songs are GREAT.
who wun admired them la. okay maybe some is bcos of their looks.
but please la! thy are truth to said handsome wat!
Got the talents and the looks who wun admire la!
these idols really worked hard to their dreams so i WONT let anyone bash them
for NO REASONS.
i am not saying all these just bcos i am a fan.but it is a FACT.
i really dun understand why ppls must do all these la.
MIND UR OWN BUISINESS.
okay end.

mood spoiled liao.okay whatevr.
went on forum outing. ruined by the weather-.-
my mood is ruined wat else to be ruin?
i wish i could just do wat i shld do but this matter is really....UGH!nvms.
i am most irritated at these type of ppls la.
okay i wun continued ruining my own mood.
so bye.
Life is what a person made it to be.

2009-12-18T22:12:00.000+08:00

wow a newborn stalker:B keke. i found this on yy plurk! love it<3

okay i so love my friends^^
they kept me entertained thru this damn boring hols.
not forgetting my beloved idols:P
ahhh is damn fun crapping with my cliques and my fangirling partner:D
cut from plurk conversation:P

FANNLOVEKPOP says:
those who support me i am not a PERV PLS REPLY THIS!

Meixin ♥says:
supported :-)
FANNLOVEKPOPsays:
thank you!
FANNLOVEKPOPsays:
ILY!
;dh'sPRINCESS♥says:
SUPPORTED!!!
FANNLOVEKPOPsays:
ahahaxD
;dh'sPRINCESS♥says:
FANN
;dh'sPRINCESS♥says:
IS
;dh'sPRINCESS♥says:
NOT
;dh'sPRINCESS♥says:
PERVERT!!!
FANNLOVEKPOPsays:
THANK YOU (worship)
Jiaqi !says:
im supporting ths cos i read yaoi too XD
thia.etoile♥says:
supported !!! (rock) (gym)
FANNLOVEKPOPsays:
THANK YOU ILOVE YOU GUYS!
thia.etoile♥says:
love u too . hehehe ~
;dh'sPRINCESS♥says:
WELCOME!<3
FANNLOVEKPOPsays:
keke:-P

ahhahahah i won zhuang ad!!!!
keke me and zhuang had a debate weather i am a pervert or not^^
i believe hyukkie will support me!=XHAHA!
i want to study in boom academy so i can learn gags to make my friends laugh^^
laughing is me!ahahaxD
yeah tmr going dbsk forum outing with zhuang.
i have to wake up early TT^TT
IS GOOD TO LIVE UR LIFE HAPPILY EACH DAY(:
okay bye!

2009-12-17T21:01:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday jaejin oppa!
a year olderrrr^^ oppa take care of your health:D
FIGHTING FT ISLAND<3

see my seat no 13!!!!!xD super junior no~

drank it vy nice^^

heechul watching avatar too~

went out with mx to watch avatar 3D.
been a long time since i watch 3D shows:P
REALLY nice the show!ILOVEIT!
blue lehhs my fav colour.
okay.bye.
13 is not a unlucky no. anymre.Knowing super junior is the biggest luck ever.

2009-12-16T21:02:00.000+08:00

Okay!Kangin X Leeteuk and Eunhyuk X Donghae fanfics are up!
Yaoi ones.sexual contents included.
wrote it as promised to my plurks friends^^
it is my first time writing this type of fic so i hope is okay:/
Enjoy.^^ had a hard time thinking:P
they are connected stories kangteuk is part one.
eunhae are part 2.
Note: In the story,Donghae is a adopted son of Leetuek and his wife.

2009-12-15T22:07:00.000+08:00

hey love<3 HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
another year older already(: oppa take care of ur health kay:D
Will always be supporting u.DBSK FIGHTING!
Oppa you are so cute!xD SARANGHAEYO!

posted up as promise jia qi! keke:D
okay i so going to bring my usb to watch shows on my grandmum hse BIG tv!
bye.

2009-12-15T21:58:00.000+08:00

Ryeowook ft leeteuk and yuyun fic is out.
finally completed:D
Enjoy!

2009-12-14T22:03:00.000+08:00

it's baby birthday today!
omg i realised this hols been influnced my jean. i started calling him baby.
keke anyway he is cute^^

okayy.hello.
today completed wookie and yy fanfic.
1 word:happy:D
keke still have after stry for jean to write.
planned.just need to write:D being ready is GOOD.
nxt yr tough yr for me.will have to cope with physics,chem and a maths
and POA. no slacking for me nxt yr. got to work hard.
i am doubtful tht i can last.
aft o lvl i SWEAR i will burn my physics book.
3 words:I HATE PHYSICS.
i had one dream tht i took my sec 3 pp liao.haha.:D
this hols been concentrating too much on fanfics until
i write out chinese compo become english translated to chinese litat.
broken chinese:X
i will try to live my life happily.
lol,randomness.
whatevr.
bye.

turned 18!

2009-12-13T23:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONEW OPPA!<3
turned 18!congratulation!
take care of your health oppa!
FIGHTING SHINEE!<3

it is currently 12.23 in KR. 11.23 in SG.
therefore HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

答应我一裴子跟我在一起.

2009-12-13T19:47:00.000+08:00

i really love this.

no matter how many times i watched this,i nvr get tired of it.
this is the 1st time i see a band and their fans have so much bonds.
evr since i got the super show dvd, i kept playing this part luh^^
Fans singing to suju:D
i like the part aft thy stop teuk go say promise me tht you will accompany me till the end.
damn touching la.
keke sylvia tell me of a webbie tat sell fanmade hoodie for gd fans:)
quite nice leh:P
suju E.L.F will always protect and stand by u.^^
SARANGHAEYO!<3
watching fanvids made me cry seriously.
nth much happen today.
okay,byebye.

No matter what,E.L.F will always stand by suju(:

2009-12-12T20:21:00.000+08:00

super junior is 13 super junior family is 15.
henry and zhoumi are a part of suju family.^^
Never leave them behind, they are still a part of the family.
but of course super junior is 13.(:

this is touching.saranghaeyo super junior<3
seeing elf love for suju makes tears formed at my eyes.
i am not a really emotional person but this really touches me.
this song is sang by chinese E.L.F.
SUPER JUNIOR i will always stand by you(:

one year older(:

2009-12-12T17:25:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday love!<3
Turned 19 today! Congratulations^^
Saranghaeyo oppa! you taught me alot of things ever since i know you.
You taught me whats love.
You taught me about being determined working towards your goal.
You are the one who lits up my day.
Your singing and your cute antics are the ones that i love about you.
Just like your name,i hope you will always achieve the best!
Take care of you health,try not to fall ill oppa:)
5 words :I LOVE YOU and FIGHTING!

keke i love seungri!^^
okay anyway went for tution todayyy.
mush hurry complete wookie stry so cn post up for my fangirling partners to read><
okay go watched show now.
bye.

Classy~

2009-12-11T16:46:00.000+08:00

I LOVE IT!
but kibummie and kangin is missing D:
sadded.
this mv got the vry nice kind of feel la.
is finally out and i am happy!

super junior is NEVER completed with just one member missing.

went mx hse today.
her bear tat she bought fro malaysia is BIG><
crapped with her^^
had a fun time~
ft island reached spore ystd.zhuang,jean and i wanted to go
but it is late lehhs.
lol jean nearly cry haha:P
tmr will be seungri the vry 1st person who taught me love birthday!
ahaha he will be turning 19 tmr. :D
2hr and 16 mins left SG
1hr and 16 mins left in korea.

Love?hmmm:/

2009-12-10T21:54:00.000+08:00

what's love?
keke no suju ft today...:P

i have been wondering.Do i understand what's love?
i am NOT in love currently just wondering.
i write fics,romance smth i have nvr experience in rl though.
do i truly understand the meaning?
i am in a love mode evryday u kno why.not bcos of my idols though:P
a writer for stories need to put herself in the situation:)
i need to feel and imagine it all out.
songs get me inspired for new stories.
have been asked a few time why din i want to be a writer in the future?
idk the reason too.maybe it is just a hobby?haha.
writing is my passion^^ although my eng is really bad:X
a few times, i thought of wanting to learn all abt filming^^
i really love the ways of filming:D
end of my rants here.

have tution today.
my tutor is awesome:D
okay nth much happened.
bye.

2009-12-09T21:42:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Choi Minho! ♥

FIGHTING SHINEE!
always supporting you guys^^
Minho oppa happy 18th birthday!
oppa while working hard you must take care of your health too:D
Fighting~
Saranghaeyo<3

went my grandmum hse today.
watched super show on her super big telly scrn.
SO BIG LEHHS!I WAS WAHHHHH!
i wan smuggle it home luhhs.
suppose to watch suju m on tv today but missed it cos
busy playing with my younger cousin.
wrote yy fanfic.
hmmmm maybe i shld write donghae/kyuhyun and jean after stry:/
watched hyukkie on kbs today~
awwww he is soo cute....but he CRIED at the ending cos he din win D:
at the ending the host ask him say some words to his fans.
AND I AM LISTENING.
awww hyukkie ah dun cry it is alright.you try ur best alrd^^
seeing u cry will break our heart more. cheer up:D
fighting oppa~
byebye.
i am very bad with kids=X

2009-12-07T22:24:00.000+08:00

awwww so cute,thy look like a perfect couple=X

ft the two of them as i read a fanfic abt them today and it is nice.
keke cream on eggs. >:D
nvr blogged ystd as the ~~AWESOME~~ jean go KICKED the internet and phone wire
and it cnt worked.RAWRRR.
I LOVE CRUEL TEMPTATION!^^
really nice ROCKKK!
i am bored staying at home lehhs.
want to go out.
watched we got married kangin part.:)
LOL he was so excited^^
okay bye.

i am afraid.
afriad that i wont write out a good one.D:

2009-12-05T20:24:00.000+08:00

keke i printscrn this fro one ufo replies vid.^^

i realise i still got a lot of things to learn from suju :P
just looking at their ufo replies is so sweet~
i really love their reset song^^ esp the meaning of it is really sweet:)
lol they really inspires me to write fanfic:D
keke.
ugh nxt yr will be a busy yr for me.
evry weekends will be goin for tution.
went for maths tution today~
watched suju intimate note.
really funny luhhs><
xin get well soon kays~
i was reading with my sis one of the message on youtube to snsd fans and antis.
lol been seeing anti stuffs lately.
wow and i was shocked at fans of snsd(boys) stabbed and even rapped some
E.L.F in the toilet during the dream concert.
i am damn speechless aft reading wat she said.
i totally agree with her. there were faults fro antis and fans too.
Fans are really scary,i admit even though i am one.
i mean all this type of things are really stupid.tsktsk childish i would say.
okay byebye.

Super Junior reset^^
You ask me if I really don’t feel anything or if nothing’s wrong from time to time
Do I really look like nothing is wrong?
Do I?
Even now when I look at you my heart hurts
Even if it’s for a moment
I try hard not to let my tears fall
Don’t you know that I’m smiling like a fool?
Now how can you and I become friends like before?
Can we really be like that?
Can we really?

Press the reset
Press press the reset
I’m looking at you
Only you
Press the reset
Press press the reset
You, I can’t forget you
Press the reset
Press press the reset
How am I to let go of the person who’s standing in front of me
Press the reset
Press press the reset

[Rap] You
Please say something
That your heart is aching with longing too
Like me
Tell me
My heart stops
I can’t breathe
My wounds don’t heal
I patch up the empty holes you left with tears today too
By any chance, would you go there?
Think about me occasionally?
Thinking this, I go crazy
Do you know this heart of mine?
I love you I love you
I promise you
I’ll hold your hand tight
I’m sorry I’m sorry
Come back to me
Press the reset

Can we really not go back to how we were
To the day when we first bumped into each other
I guess we can’t go back to that day
please, oh please
Possibly
Maybe
If you too are smiling for my sake
If it’s really like that
Come back now

Press the reset
Press press the reset
I’m looking at you
Only you
Press the reset
Press press the reset
You, I can’t forget you
Press the reset
Press press the reset
How am I to let go of the person who’s standing in front of me
Press the reset
Press press the reset

Rather, should I leave first?
Is letting you go something I do for you?
But forgive me
I can’t do it
I can’t forget you
Come back

Press the reset
Press press the reset
I’m looking at you
Only you
Press the reset
Press press the reset
You, I can’t forget you
Press the reset
Press press the reset
How am I to let go of the person who’s standing in front of me
Press the reset
Press press the reset

~Lyrics Credit: jpopasia.com

2009-12-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

Hae and Henry~
keke henry is my teddy bear^^
idk why i call henry teddy bear cos he look so cute and cuddly:D

writing wookie and teuk fanfic for ah y today~
watched suju mini drama.
damn nice I LOVE IT<3 esp the yaoi part la.
WELCOME BACK TO SG TAN MEIXIN!
i want go her hse on sun^^
will forced her to watched super show with me:D keke.
my mum saw me watched the suju don don mv and wen she saw
siwon she was like eh isnt he the lee min ho?
hahaxD
both of them really look quite alike:P
but i love siwon not him.
quite alike lehhs the 2 of them.
somehow.
byebye.

2009-12-03T21:55:00.000+08:00

keke bought this wen i went out with yy and zhuangie todayy^^
unofficial but nice haha:D
my mum will be sewing my idols kor names onto my pillow case sheet
as a christmas present^^V ahaha:D
walked around tamp agn b4 going yy hse:D
wah yy tv quite big ehs smore got the sound system thing i wan steal!
vy shuang watch suju,dbsk,snsd performances^^
i am amazed at how much her super show dvd cost hahaxD
thn we look at suju members cyworlds:)
leeteuk one look so ahem romantic HAHA:D
okay byebye.
i will smhw try to squeeze teuk into my planned wookie stry yy:DD

2009-12-02T22:06:00.001+08:00

posting up my kyuhyun and donghae + jean fanfic todayyy.
as requested by jiaqi from plurk^^
wookie i am writing soon~
yeah xin giving me super show dvd as christmas present^^V
love you!
byebye.

2009-12-01T22:14:00.000+08:00

wookie i am writing ur fanfic soon^^
hae and kyu i am working hard on it:D

hmmmm have tution today.
aft tat continue working on my hae and kyu story for jean:D
thought of a story for wookie and yooyun alrd^^V
keke i am so clever=X
watched suju show todayy.
can anyone intro me any suju shows?:)
i want to wrk for moneyyy.
i am seriously brokeD:
paiseh ah ah yun and ah zhuang kip postponing the outing. D:
okay.byebye.

2009-11-30T22:57:00.000+08:00

donghae ah dun be sad okay.:D elf will always be ther for u:)
keke i am doing their fanfic now so shall ft them on my post~

darn recently nva use com luhhs.
went to zhuangie hse to celebrate her bday.^^
hope you enjoy the day!
din meant to get the wrong size is jus tat i think if u wear out
the colurs might fade. so put as a display lo:)
ILY<3
went to pierce my ear with sherlin.
surprisingly it was not pain^^
i could pierce anth pair but my mum wun let me luhhs.
went comic connection^^
bought hankyung and sungmin postcards.
as promised i shall collected finish^^
went to my mum bbq party ltr.
xin got turn up!
so anw we crapped.and tsktsk if xin is quiet,pigs will fly.
anw saw this guy at the party.
young lehhs abt 20 litat.
keke handsome lehhs.
found out he is my mum office tenent.
lol malaysian. will intro gwen.
got his number anw.=X
stole a can of beer.
shared btwn the 3 of us^^
but din drink finish if not face red kana caught luhhs.
drank 2 mouths. first time haha. :D
thn we went to take 1 whole glass of cocktail.
found out the cocktail inside vy little can share among we 3 agn.
so drank the whole bottle lo.
thn the bottle like the wine bottle mah so one of the guy mistook me
i drank the whole thing cos i was holding onto the empty bottle.
he say he tot i 20. LOL.
today audi-ed with jia jing.
thn watch finish ehb^^
damn funny luhs hyukkie:)
oh and welcome back ah yun.
i wish i was ther at super show 2. D:
byebye.

2009-11-27T17:46:00.000+08:00

not sure if tmr will have the time to post so i shall
post zhuangie birthday post today. (:

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY ZHUANGIE! ♥

actually tmr will be zhuangie bday but doesnt hurt for early post:P
zhuang ah zhuang 14 liao:D
act mre mature okkayys:)
Glad to have known such a great friend like you.
Zesty
Happy
Unique
Anticipating
Naughty
Great friend!
Thanks for being my almost two yrs of friend.*hugs
ILY!
If not for you,my life will be a boring one.
no one to fangirl with,no one to bully:)
At times when i am sad u are always ther for me,THANKS!:D
I know i smtimes treat you badly so i want to say i am really SORRY.
keke this is for you zhuangie~

sowoneul malhaebwa (i'm genie for you, girl)
sowoneul malhaebwa (i'm genie for your wish)
sowoneul malhaebwa (i'm genie for your dream)
naegaeman malhaebwa (i'm genie for your world)
sowoneul malhaebwa

no mre birthday song, anthre new song for the birthday^^
before i end off,zhuang i want to say you are REALLY REALLY A GREAT FRIEND.
I WILL ALWAYS BE THER FOR U KAYYS.
ILOVE YOU!<3

2009-11-25T21:57:00.000+08:00

teukie ah~ horny king =X
keke featuring shinee with teukie.
both my favourite^^V
posted up teukie anth reason bcos of my plurk fren request:D
ahahaxD

WHEESUNG OPPA GET WELL SOON!
ahhh anth one dwn with swine flu D:
keke read teukie love story:P
sadD: wonderful 1st love at sight:)

today stayed at home.din went wrk.lazy.
tmr wrking for money:D
still owe mum 15 bucks.
bought epop.epop nth much nwadays:O
keke owe yy a gift so currently making a scrapbook^^
stickered the front and back with suju m^^V
wrote kyu and hae + jean fanfic.
realise my last hamster passed away this morning D:
it was well in the morn before i awake then wen i first notice
it was dead.it just silently passed away. D:
buried it.the 3rd hamster which i buried.
thinking,i have 5 hamsters before.1 escaped.
currently watching snow flower.:D
kibum is acting in it^^
byebye.

2009-11-24T21:58:00.000+08:00

hehe henry is adorable^^

If i had to choose from admiring you from afar or being close to
you like a friend, i did choose to be your friend.

MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION FOR NXT YEAR: BE A BOY.
keke,i been wanting tat since i was in primary sch?:P
ther are MANY ADVANTAGES OF BEING A BOY.
i DUN hate makeups, i just dun like it.i find it a bother.
i want to wear jeans i HATE SKIRT!
i think boy clothes are nicer=X
btr of all thy dun have periods-.-

countless of times i have said this(:
i really want to be a boy.
anw tat wun come true but this bother me alot.
Whatever.
friends pointed out tat if i am a boy i cnt admire bb,dbsk,suju thy all.
i dun mind at least i could love their songs.keke:D

okay packed all my last yr stuffs.wow i realised tat our sch wasted ALOT
of pp in one yr.tsktsk bad example to kids.
i bee wondering almost EVERY night i got dreams tat got smth do with kpop.
BAD OR GOOD.
last night i got 2 nightmares.
1 got ft bb and 2ne1.
i was an embarrassment in tat dream so dun talk abot it.
i had 5 dreams in 1 night before.haha:D
i am working hard on my novel.^^
use com and watched my shows~
boa key of heart is touching.TT_TT
okay byebye.

2009-11-23T21:47:00.000+08:00

can i fall in love with him?keke.
got attracted to him recently~ Jean's actually.:P

GET WELL SOON AMBER,SULLI AND KRYSTAL FROM F(X)!
all dwn with h1n1 D: sadded.
fcuk luhhs recently parents been irritating=X
complain complain.-.-
wish i could just shut my ears.
5 mre days to zhuangie bday(:
hwaiting!
stayed at home and had chin tution.
then whole day watched the daughter in law show lo.
nth to do.
want go watch show now~~
byebye.

2009-11-22T21:26:00.000+08:00

went out today.
went to the food expo:P
watched ehb and attack on the pin up boys~
keke wookie and siwon is so toot luhhs.
kibum damn cute luhhs.:)
hae only kno how slack:D
same type=X
short post today.
byebye.

2009-11-21T19:49:00.000+08:00

keke sunny and sungmin so cutexD
Sungmin said, "Sunny had been practicing all night with Girls' Generation.
I met her the next day and there was still a bunch of crap in
her eyes like she didn't wash.
After that I could never see her as a star."
Sunny was quick to retaliate with her own story. "Sungmin's feet stink.
Once, while on a radio show together, Sungmin took off his shoes in
the DJ's booth. The stench hit my nose like a punch. I honestly
thought someone opened a sewer lid."
credits:allkpop
hehe the both are so cute~

oh snsd sooyoung sis debuted!CONGRATULATIONS!

onew oppa is backkkk!
hehe now shinee is completed!xD
CONGRATS TO 2NE1 UNNIE FOR WINNING THE BEST NEW FEMALE ARTISTE AWARDD!

hang out with xin ystd.
bought a new pouch to keep both money and wallet.
good luhhs now i work in my mum off got some moneyyy.(:
went church todayyy.
breifing for volunteers for camp leaders.
the brief was okay just tat the dance abit lame luhhs=X
anw get tot know a few kpop fans.keke:D
1 was big bang fan and ss501.
anth is shinee fan~~
we intro and tats how i found out abt hise few fans.
tsktsk even the speaker is a k drama fan.
she say can set up a mini korean fan club liaos.
haha:P
went home watched ehb.:D
home is still the best place la.
byebye.

2009-11-19T19:54:00.000+08:00

It's ANCHOVY time!

keke although i am hyukkie biased now, i still LOVE teukie and siwonnie^^
went work today.
fingers hurt agn D:
tmr will be going sch for appeal results and buy books.
means late sleeping tmr:P
haven have a good sleep in a long time.
want to have a clique outing tmr.
watched EHB as usual.
keke laughing gas i want try out:D
be sure to used the tatics in EHB.
hehe shall go make a suju hp theme for myself now~
byebye short post luhhs.

2009-11-18T18:41:00.000+08:00

hyukkie,you little anchovy ah u made my day again^^
among the school of anchovies,i will always treasure this one and only
special anchovy~
hehe donghae ah getting cuter each day uhs><

keke.my mum recognise suju now^^V
she know big bang and now suju! ahahaxD
what a great mother know who her daughter specially likes^^
hehe but she cnt recognise shinee and dbsk yet><
dbsk nearly.:P i was sleeping this morn wen she cm in my bedroom
and stare at all those posters on the wall and says which one is suju uh?
then at first she tot the big big bb poster was suju then jean say no
is the one got alot of members then she was like ohhs^^
last nite watching the suju shows and me and jean keep saying cute~
and my mum was like aiyo why ur keep saying cute 1 de.:)
mummy ah~ thy REALLY CUTE MAH:D
hmmm sry ah yy i cnt think for aaron story lehhs.><
cos i not into fahrenheit i only cn write ppls which i am into><
maybe i can write wookie or teukkie ones for you?
PAISEHHHH lehhs! D:
now i writing kyu and hae ones for jean><
hmmm i wish i can drink:P a good drinker^^
tmr appeal results will be out i forget to ask for leave><
zhuangie and ah yun ah can pei us tmr?
jean u btr not steal my anchovy!
take ur donghae uhs!
tsktsk hyukkie pants was pulled dwn during ehb by kanginxD
bought epop! hehe got chunnie and jae poster<3
and suju m,shinee:D
i am damn irritated with u but i will just keep my cool.
byebye.

2009-11-17T22:50:00.000+08:00

keke so cute^^

hmph suppose to watch star king and EHB today.
but jean got me attracted to watching suju idol world.
wow the hidden camera is really exciting><
hmmmm is my first time i see heechul and hyukkie pai kia side=X
hyukkie not really la. heechul damn fierce sio.
sungmin was soo cutexD
tmr goin to work~
yy ask me read nwpp cos gt suju m ^^
and i cut the article and kept it inside my file:)
is in chin so i ask my aunt teach me read.
then i intro her to suju m ^^V
keke:D
bye short post todayy.

2009-11-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

i bias him currently^^
reminds me of seungri in dirty cash:)

cuts from plurk^^
FANNLOVEDAERIYOOSU wants:to be a boyyyy.
Chewxyz says:Hahah why?
teukiesshi says:if you were a boy, among the females in all girl idol groups in korea who will you date? ^^
{♥}G-yangmin says:be luhs!^^ i nvr thought of having my twin to be a boy:-D
{♥}G-yangmin says:it will be interesting...:-)
FANNLOVEDAERIYOOSU says :to Chewxyz: cos i since pri sch wan liaos^^ i love being a guy the style the hair wahhhh i wan sio!!!!><
FANNLOVEDAERIYOOSU says :to teukiesshi: hmmm wondergirls:yoobin/sunye
FANNLOVEDAERIYOOSU says :to teukiesshi: fx:amber/luna? 2ne1:CL/dara?
FANNLOVEDAERIYOOSU says:keke^^ mostly rappers:-)
teukiesshi:oohhh. i'l pick taenggoo if i were a boy. kekeke
teukiesshi:8D you. a playboy. keke
FANNLOVEDAERIYOOSU says:yeah lo=X keke.
{♥}G-yangmin says:naughty!:-)
FANNLOVEDAERIYOOSU says :and i tell u if i m a guy i will be over the moon^^^
LANJIAOBIN.says:LOL
FANNLOVEDAERIYOOSU says:to LANJIAOBIN.: lol
LANJIAOBIN.says :the only good thing about boy is that they dun need wear pads

HAHA!anthr take this cut fro 1 plurk.
FANNLOVEDAERIYOOSU wonders:is all boys pervert?
reply fro zhuang:
★민재 says:his blogskin put super junior leh.. he likes boy bands man..

notice the HE?ahahaaxD
its the boy talk agn><
I REALLY WANS TO BE ONE okayyy!
MY RESOLUTION for evry yrs :BE A BOY^^
this reminds me a few days ago went out with zhuangie and yy.
and for suddenly no reason yy and jean bcm obsessed to nail polish.
so we went around tamp jus to folo tem shop for their nail polish.
although zhuangie have them on but she not really interested.
i was like complaining all the way lo.keke.
DAMN TIRING FOLOOING THEM OKAYY!
tsktsk thy and their PINK!
then yy say tat zhuang and me like their bfs folo them then thy gf shopping uhs.
LOL!
and we started imagining if i was jean twin as a guy.
ahahaxD
i ask zhuang would she still be my fren.
she say maybe^^
HAHA!
hmmm lets see speaking of which i go out seldom evr wears a skirt or dress:D
keke.zhuangie i might be zilian now but if i m a boy i will be mre
ZILIAN i promise:)
watched only EHB todayyy.
wanted to go out but raining so lazy luhhs.
keke i change my plurk skin to HOT PINK!
although my fav colours is blue,black,white,red,silver,gold,mostly all the dark colours.i need a suitable one to go along with my blogskin^^V
byebye.

2009-11-15T20:08:00.000+08:00

keke i love this pic latest star king ep^^
hyukkie seen kissing a baby alligator:D
hmmm currently i m now hyukkie biased=X
keke hyukkie was caught cofessing on idol world watching porn before (:
and wen suju was on the plane last time hyukkie watched porn and kept
giving wierd stares at the air stewardess.AHAHAxD
hehe hyukkie collects female celeb no.s(:
in all grp at least one must watch porn>< HAHAxD
and on star king one of the invited guest name was mistaken for porn
teacher and boom was like "eh if come to porn shldnt it be teukie?"
LOL.
watched star king,exploration of the human body and idol world todayyy.
ahahaxD super junior really made my day.
they got me laughing everyday.:D
Saranghaeyo suju oppas~
OH!ONEW OPPA AH GET WELL SOON uh!
onew was detected with slight fever agn and was sent back to the hospital
when thought was getting well. D:
hmmmm i want to change my link lehhs :d
but smhw i feel i change link oftenn.=X
hmmm anyway shld i change to,
jus-tlaugh.bs.com
pressthere-set.bs.com
or sm other?
ohoh zhuangie bday cmin liaos 13 mre days:D
keke yesungie hiccup on exploration on the human body is adorable^^
went out today and i hear bof songs and sry sry playing. :P
byebye.

2009-11-14T19:43:00.000+08:00

FOR THE SAKE OF AH YUN i shall blog.^^
hehe actually din post for 2 days cos i din cm on9 (:
hmmm wat shall i post todayyy?
watched star king today~
teukie ah~so flirt uh. :P
hmmmm i shall post my memories of how i know big bang,suju,dbsk.
keke :D might be boring but is still a post (:

Big Bang
hmmmm how shall i start uh.
lets say practically at first all the bands which i fell in love
with i had a vy bad views in them in the beginning=X tsktsk.
hmmm sec 1 Dec hols probably i fell in love with bb.
cn rmb jean and ah zhuangie was crazing over them.
then at tat time i addict audi or smting?
so everyday audi-ed and audi-ed lo.=X
not audi then watch hana kimi (:
then EVERYDAY i mean EVERDAY! jean will watched big bang
vids lo then will like kip tell me "wah vy handsome sio"
then i was like "AIYOH!ADDICT THEM FOR WAT LA!not like they tat nice!"=X
now i REGRETTED!*sweeps back those word.
then i audi-ed.
played with my gans then they oso tell me big bang songs vy nice
ask me go hear. so i just hear haru haru aft everyones much
persuasion. tsktsk.
so haruharu was actually my very 1st mv and song. NOT lollipop i realised.
then jean show me lollipop.I at first saw lollipop i was like WTF!=X
i kept laughing at gd mostly.AHHHH! i REGRETTED!
then i kept replayed replayed replayed.
then litat lo i fell in love with them.out of stupidity.tsktsk:D
AT FIRST I TOT BB GOT 3 ONLY!
T.O.P,G-Dragon,Seungri.
I kip thinking dae was yang.and yang was dae.
I fell in love with seungri aft hearing his voice in lollipop.
and i was like ay he wear so cute^^V
Dae and fell in love ltr.^^ I realised he was damn cheerful always smiling,
his smile lit up my life :D
okayyy so end of my big bang stry.
DBSK
I was crazy abt big bang first b4 dbsk.
and at tat time i kept rivaling big bang and dbsk.=X
jean and zhuangie was DBSK-ing at tat time too~
i really hate dbsk at tat time.(omg i am sooo ashamed luhs.)
really negative tots.(thinking of the past,HEARTBROKEN)
then one fine day,jean show me a pic of dbsk in epop?
she said."Fann,at least tell me who u prefer in dbsk."
i was like glance and take.
first impression of junsu:ay handsome lehhs,he must be the leader got the look of a leader.
first impression of jae:oh this guy ah i know him ah.Zhuangie kips talking abt him.
first impression of Changmin:oh this one i also know,bcos of jean.
first impression of Yunho:ay this one idk. like seldom heard abt him uhhs.
first impression of yoochun:this guy vy nice^^heard fro jean he vry nice(:
soo i points at YOOCHUN^^V
and i oso dk why I FELL IN LOVE WITH THEM(:
at first not really interest in the full band just YOOCHUN.
i went to research on YOOCHUN.
and i also like junsu ltr.HE WAS VY CUTEEEE~
then i love the whole band aft listening their song^^
b4 i knew dbsk i first heard doushite by dbsk on zhuangie blog
wen she came over my hse with ah bear clique^^
sooo DOUSHITE was my first song!*clapps
SUPER JUNIOR
i oso dk how i know them.mostly yy^^
oso sylvia quek and yun ting:)
hmmm but all started with theresa hun:D
she cm my hse and let me hear sry sry.
got addicted to the song but not into suju.
then went out with mx,zhuang,sherlin they all.
mx sent me sry sry mv.
thn slyvia,yunting and yy everyday talks of suju got me slighty interested.
on my bday,sylvia cm in class and tell me tat i had the same birthday as teuk.
i was like who is teuk? then thy say is suju leader.
i was like ooooo is yy tat fav.:)
then during hols i started addicting them.LOL
i first saw sry sry mv donghae,heechul and kyuhyun
like vy beng=X
ahahaxD
lazy to write long so i cut cut cut.^^
ok byebye.

2009-11-12T21:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARA UNNIE!♥

ILY DARA UNNIE^^
stay pretty and cute uh:D
2NE1 FIGHTING><

went sch to appeal.
actually only wan amaths.
aft tat went my grandmum hse.
my baby nephew ther^^
so cute luhhsxD vry hyper lehhs^^
ltr meet up with gwen,queenette,jia jing suppose
go theme park then theme park close-.- close on weekdays
open on weekends.great like this still can make buisiness.-.-
then go ehub buy tickets go watch my gf is an agent^^
while wait went to ride the mini rider thing.
LOL.gwen and jiajing was like screaming like shitxD
aft tat sneak food in.the show is AWESOME!
cm back watched ep 117 of star king^^
okayy,byebye.

2009-11-11T22:42:00.000+08:00

ahahaxD CL,jaejin,minho taking exams soon^^
ALL THE BEST<3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINHWAN OPPA!♥

Ft.Island awesome drummer,CHOI MINHWAN><
Happy birthday oppa!^^ In my eyes you are A GREAT DRUMMER^^

went to sch with zhuangie and yy check streaming.
sad luhhs din get into express 2.
express 3 great cos my friends are ther^^
ahahaxD jia jing 4 years straight friend liaos luhhs.
HUN! samme class tgt agnxD
Queenette will 3 yrs straight liaos lo:D
Gwen uh seperated.D:
i want a maths stillD:
worked for money todayyys.
watched star king.^^
OMG DAMN FUNNY luhhsxD
byebye.

2009-11-10T19:20:00.000+08:00

PLS SIGN SUJU KANGIN PETITION!

http://www.thepetitionsite.com/1/standbykangin

Those who sign, THANK YOU SO MUCHHH!
Always stand by kangin oppa~

okayyy,recently been working^^
came back today with cuts on my hands fro all the wrk.
Tiredddd. :O
DBSK 1 step closer to breaking up BREAKS MY HEART!
BUT i believe strongly in DBSK.(:
ALways keep the faith~
2PM jaebom might be returning is GREAT NEWS^^V
Without jay, it will NEVER be 2PM agn.
T.O.P got a new dog~~is a cocker spaniel,Charlie^^
WELCOME TO THE BIG BANG FAMILY CHARLIE:D
ahahaxD
hmmm go watch vids now.
buhbye.

2009-11-10T18:49:00.000+08:00

"Always keep the faith~"

"Super Junior will keep performing until Sapphire blue balloons cover the entire world~"

"Big Bang is V.I.P~"

No matter how far i am from you i will always protect you,i promise.
Crazy or what,i fcuk care what ppls think abt me.
They are those who made me fell in love with them with their awesome songs.
They are the ones who inspired me so much.
THEY are my role models.I LOOK UP to them.
Their determination in them were the things that i so look up to.
Their smiles and laughter is what i look foward each day.
As a fan,i promise that i will always protect them no matter wat it takes.
How far i am fro them i will always protect them still.
I WUN EVR LET THEM BE HURT.
I WILL ALSO PROTECT WG and 2NE1,2PM,FT.ISLAND,F(x).

DBSK WILL NVA BREAK UP neither will i let them be hurt by antis!
I WUN LET SUJU BE HURT BY ANTI FANS!

AND!!!!
PLEASE sign KANGIN FROM SUJU PETITION!THANKS!
http://www.thepetitionsite.com/1/standbykangin

okay my rants stop here(:
byebye.

2009-11-09T18:55:00.000+08:00

i will always protect all 13 of them~
hmmm going thru this few years i realised i had made many AWESOME
FRIENDS/GANS.FRIENDS/GANS who are always ther with me thru ups and dwns,
FRIENDS/GANS who FANGIRLED with me:D ALL OF THEM ARE PRECIOUS TO ME.

NOT BIASED
♥TAN MEI XIN=My si TOOT LB
"Toot LP+Toot LB=Toot ERZI"
♥HUI MIN
"I MISS YOU~WHERE ARE YOU?"
♥AH WAN
"Eh si ah wan DO NOT BULLY ME ANYMORE!"
♥AH ZHUANG=Jae's/T.O.P's/Onew's/Yeungie's
"Lets run away fro that homosexual jean~"
♥AH YUN=Aaron's/Teukie's/Ryeowook's
"sotong ah yun lets SUJU tgt^^V"
♥AH JING=G-RIYUNJAE's
"you ah dun addict into kpop so much luh.Always tand by u~^^"
♥THERESA=MY HONEY
"HUN!ILY truckloads!"
♥ZHI WEI
"IMY kor!D:"
♥RAY
♥QUEENETTE=G-Key's
"Hey awesome seat buddy!LOVE FANGIRLING WITH YOU YEAHxD"
♥GWEN=T.O.P's/Junsu's
"JIE!dun be so blur blur liao horh."
♥JIAQI=Plurk friend/V.I.P!
"ELLOS! hmmmm AWESOME TIME fangirling with you,BB,DBSK,SHINee,SUJU.^^"
♥RIKIKO=Plurk buddy/V.I.P!
"I LOVE FANGIRLING BB WITH YOU^^"
♥sapphiremelody=Plurk friend;E.L.F!
"WE WILL ALWAYS PROTECT ALL 13 OF THEM:D"
♥Ezzati=V.I.P!seungri's
"Let's share seungri^^"
hmmm of course other friends and plurks friends are LOVED!
sry to those who i left out!
SARANGHAEYO!xD

came back fro a tiring day out today.
went to work as a vouleenter for the disable.
the ppls there were nice~:D
hmmm sadded din kpop-ed this morn and afternoon out working D:
wed would be gg sch checked streaming results.
thurs might be going out watch movie with gwen,queenette they all(:
byebye.

2009-11-08T20:14:00.000+08:00

To: ALL ANTI SUJU FANS.
lets say,I FIND ANTIS RIDICULOUS!
why anti? Anti liao still like post up parody and posts abt them...
Anti liao why still bother so much abt posting up abt them?!
Proves that you guys only want ATTENTION!D:<
If not want attention,then proves also tat ur love suju
too and bother to post up abt them.
isnt this ridiculous?! You are wasting ur time on them by
posting up things abt them claiming you are anti.
why care so much abt them wen u are a anti right? doesnt make any
sense.
What has they done to u to make u feel that u must anti them?
arent they still humans?
we are all humans and GOD gives us life.
you dun possibly expect them to just vanish cos u just hate them?
imagine if u are being anti-ed by others,it is sad right?
it just doesnt make any sense to hate a person so much and anti.
anyway suju worked so hard to become so successful and
you this few antis want to pull them dwn.
Super Junior still have E.L.Fs to protect them.
E.L.Fs will nva lets all 13 hurt.
why waste our time on bothering all of u antis!D:<
bunch of ridiculous , make no sense LOSERS.
thats the end of my rants for anti suju fans.
SUPER JUNIOR FIGHTING!

2009-11-08T18:43:00.000+08:00

credits:allkpop(:

watched this on music bank last fri^^ go my ahma hse watch.
me and my sis was like screaming and then my relatives
ther was like "wah ur 2 crazy abt korean for wat,ur cousins
also not like tat"-.- lame luh they all.
zzz is the cousins toot mah we like not their business can -.-
anyway yesungie replace jonghyun who was dwn with swine flu(:
And SHINee won ss501 AHAHAAxD ps ah i bias shinee and suju 1 horh.

AHHH! teukie replace onew who was dwn with swine flu and they won agn!!^^
teukie did well^^V and he sounds quite like onew(:
oh he dance is nice~~
jonghyun recovered and was up performing and my poor onew
is sick nowD: GET WELL SOON ONEW OPPA~

okay went out whole morn and afternoon today.
come back watch super show^^.
I WANT THE DVD!
tmr will be starting my charity work:O
byebye.

2009-11-07T20:48:00.000+08:00

ONEW OPPA GET WELL SOON~ ♥

sadded.onew oppa is dwn with swine flu D:
anw is glad tat JONGHYUN RECOVER!^^V
oppas ah take care of ur health.
teukie would be replacing onew for tmr inkigayo on SBS.
SBS LEHHS! how i watch T_T!
*wonders how teukie will perform :O
oh,and HAPPY BELATED 13th BIRTHDAY JIAQI,MY FAN GIRLING PARTNER!xD
glad to found a friend like u on plurk^^
went out just now to visit relative hse and
on the way to go the block THEN A BIRDSHIT DROPPED ON MY HAND D:<
nearly dropped on my hair but lucky i was using my hand touch
touch my hair and it landed on my hand lo!ugh!
then my mum told me say is good luck...i think BAD LUCK uh.
cm back watched SM town lets go on a trip perform bu suju,snsd,f(x),shinee
@ dream concert^^ dbsk not ther to performD:

byebye.

2009-11-06T19:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY SUPER JUNIOR!♥
SARANGHAEYO SARANGHAEYO SARANGHAEYO~

TEUKIE OPPA

SIWONNIE OPPA

HANKYUNG OPPA

DONGHAE OPPA

EUNHYUKKIE OPPA

RYEOWOOKIE OPPA

SUNGMINNIE OPPA

KANGIN OPPA

SHINDONG OPPA

KIBUM OPPA

HEECHUL OPPA

YESUNGIE OPPA

KYUHYUNNIE OPPA
oppas congratulations!
although i have been a recent fan of suju,
I STILL LOVE THEM TO THE HARDEST CORE!xD
oppas worked vry hard to achieve their dreams^^
take good care of your health oppas and continue producing out
AWESOME SONGS :D
SUPER JUNIOR FIGHTING~

watched finish adonis camp today(:
it is really touching D:
watched suju mystery 6
really scary leh...TT_TT
ok byebye.

2009-11-05T18:30:00.000+08:00

super junior dancing to GENIE!!!><
very funny but vry hot!xD
guys ver tsktsk^^
yy intro me one and i love it so much^^

2009-11-05T17:52:00.000+08:00

watched suju adonis camp today^^
awwww the way i saw suju interecting with the
kids was damn nice:D
AND i HAD NEVER expected tat donghae wanted to be a father.
LOL!
oh oh and the HORSE GAME! ahahahaxD
but it was sad wen the kids had to part D:
sungmin is like their mother ther not teukie anymore^^
oh oh minhwan from ft island birthday cmin
11 NOV! HWAITING!xD
TOMORROW SUJU DAY^^* throws flowers
oh and yeungie is replacing jonghyun for the music bank tmr
cos poor jonghyun is dwn with H1N1 D:
but seriously cnt imagine yesungie performing ring ding dong xD
AHHHH! I WANT WATCH!BUT NO CABLE TT_TT
maybe i shld go my grandma hse tmr:)
bought epop got suju poster ^^V
byebye.(:

2009-11-04T17:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOPPY!
BIG BANG CHOI SEUNGHYUN TURN 22 IN SG,23 IN KOREA!
*throws flowers^^

2009-11-04T17:13:00.000+08:00

watched super junior show and super show^^
oh and yy intro me watch tat mv really sweet lehhs^^
really funny and sexy:D
spent most of my time on plurking today haha.
i am now a DIEHARD SUPER JUNIOR FAN since a few days ago:DD
ILOVETHEM!!!!!
AHAHAAHA!
meet up with yy and ah zhuangie at sch today hand up report book.:)
then went to ehub and we rode the thing idk wat it is call.
sat with ah zhuangie,jean with ah yy.
kept singing balloons and mirotic to kip my mind distracted ^^
ah zhuangie was cursing the woman all the wayyy.HAHAxD
then walked around and i saw a guy who look like onew
VERY CUTE!!!!
dwnloaded alot alot of vids.
i realised i joined a lot of fanclubs lehhs.18 if HUG and sapphire SG
accepted me.^^
I AM ALSO A DIEHARD FAN OF SHINEE now abt a week or 2 ago?
going forum meeting with ah zhuangie soon~
hmmm i want suju outing toooo~ ahaha:D
byebye.

2009-11-02T18:27:00.000+08:00

hehe eunhae is REALLY CUTExD
went to the salon today.
rebonded and trim my hair.
actually wanted to cut chunnie wrong no fringe but aft i show the auntie
she forget cut for me.
came home and use plurk and read the recent news abt DBSK lawsuit D:
i am feeling really confused. D: i wanted everything to be over soon.
TVXQ lawsuit. Yunho and Changmin’s fathers and them express strong disapproval of other members
Many readers and TVXQ/DBSK fans were shocked when members Yunho and Changmin revealed their support for SM Entertainment just an hour ago. But it looks like things aren't ending there - two other very important men involved with this controversy have decided to express their thoughts.

The fathers of Yunho and Changmin, the two TVXQ members who were not involved with the controversial lawsuit earlier this year, spoke up in support of their sons and SME while condemning other three members and their parents. They claim that the dispute has more to do with the trouble that has arisen from the beauty product business rather than mere contractual matters.

Mr. Chung, the father of Yunho, stated:

The two members who did not involve themselves in this legal dispute are the real victims here. They suffered from financial loss, psychological suffering and most importantly they lost their reputation. Who is to compensate them for their losses? I intend to ask the other three members this: Whatever the reason, why do you intend to cause such great controversy and drive DBSK, an international brand name, into a break-up? Do you care at all about the other two members and their suffering?

The beauty product business wasn't something that was supervised by SME. On top of that, the beauty product company itself wasn't very trustworthy. When it was started, I felt that DBSK's reputation could potentially suffer from involvement with that company and advised my son of the issue. He shared my concerns as well, and that is why he did not involve himself in the business. SME later asked the three members to withdraw from the business but their parents resisted unreasonably. Mr. Shim (Changmin's father) and I tried to convince them as well but they simply refused to change their minds. I later learned that the three members took up legal actions against SME without consulting me nor Mr. Shim. DBSK is not owned by those three members only. They ignored not only the controversy that would rise but also the rights of other two members.

Mr. Shim, father of Changmin, stated:

Simply put, the other three members took legal actions against SM because of the beauty product business matter and other reasons which involve their financial gains. What they claim as their reasons, reasons such as unfair contract and unclear profit division are merely excuses to hide the true reason behind their actions. After the three members started the beauty product business, one of the parents called me and told me shenanigans like "This business can be worth millions or even billions in the future. When we tell the media that DBSK has started a business, share price of our company will hit the roof - we will tell you in advance so you can profit from the information."

Three members claim that the contract is unfair and calculations are unclear, but my son and I have read over the contract with SM clearly and agreed to all clauses, from the very first contract through all five revisions that have been made. For every income my son has received I reviewed all of the the numbers. I feel sorry for the three members and their parents as they must know of the truth but they continue to make false claims."
source: newsen

Yunho and Changmin of DBSK/TVXQ have stated that they are on SM Entertainment's side on the legal dispute between the company and other three members.

They said that they trust SM Entertainment and will be with them in the future. The two also gave a deadline to the other members (Junsu, Yoochun, Jaejoong), expressing that DBSK will come back to promote in Korea next spring, so the other three members must make a decision before the 12th of this month.
The two members' thoughts were delivered through a document compiled by Yunho and Changmin themselves, which stated:

We five members of DBSK signed the same contract with the same clauses for the past five years, and have worked together under same conditions with utmost trust in the company, each other and our dreams. We intend to share our dream and future with the company and keep the promises we made in the contract. DBSK was made by SME and we intend to work as DBSK with SME.

No other company can create DBSK, as only SME can provide the best production and management team available. The three members should know better than anyone else that SME is the one who knows DBSK the best and made us the best. We intend to keep trust and promise and thus intend to stay. DBSK's grand future will be with SME.

We believe that our Korean promotion, planned for next spring, should be prepared at least 6 months in advance before our future as one becomes unclear. If the other three members truly want to stay as one DBSK, they must make a decision before it's too late.
Changmin and Yunho support SM Entertainment
Yunho and Changmin of DBSK/TVXQ have stated that they are on SM Entertainment's side on the legal dispute between the company and other three members.
They said that they trust SM Entertainment and will be with them in the future. The two also gave a deadline to the other members (Junsu, Yoochun, Jaejoong), expressing that DBSK will come back to promote in Korea next spring, so the other three members must make a decision before the 12th of this month.
Junsu, Yoochun, Jaejoong
The two members' thoughts were delivered through a document compiled by Yunho and Changmin themselves, which stated:
We five members of DBSK signed the same contract with the same clauses for the past five years, and have worked together under same conditions with utmost trust in the company, each other and our dreams. We intend to share our dream and future with the company and keep the promises we made in the contract. DBSK was made by SME and we intend to work as DBSK with SME.
No other company can create DBSK, as only SME can provide the best production and management team available. The three members should know better than anyone else that SME is the one who knows DBSK the best and made us the best. We intend to keep trust and promise and thus intend to stay. DBSK's grand future will be with SME.
We believe that our Korean promotion, planned for next spring, should be prepared at least 6 months in advance before our future as one becomes unclear. If the other three members truly want to stay as one DBSK, they must make a decision before it's too late.
Junsu, Jaejoong, Yoochun

They also commented on the beauty product controversy which sparked this legal dispute between the DBSK trio and SM Entertainment:
The beauty product business changed everything. We are not familiar with the matters but we believe that a legitimate company that seeks to do business with DBSK must consult with SME first. It is common sense. We did not get involved because being such a relationship without SME would have meant that trouble was ahead.
We did not want the reputation and pride of DBSK, earned by our hard work, to be ruined by a company that did not work in a legally respectable manner. We are not aware of the contract between that company and the three members, nor do we know what those members were told or how much they have earned through their deal. What we do know is that the fact that DBSK, forged together for five years by all of our dreams, has fallen into its current state because of an unethical company that is simply unacceptable.
With DBSK crumbling away like this, the current situation is unbelievable. It is sad to see that this was all caused by some beauty product company, and we hope that the three members would come back to the days when we were all working hard for our dreams.

TVXQ lawsuit CEO of SME calls legal actions FRAUD.
The entertainment company held a press conference today and told their side of the story regarding their legal dispute with three members of TVXQ/DBSK. In addition to a statement by Yunho and Changmin, the two members who did not take legal actions against SME, and statements by their fathers, SME's own representatives spoke up as well; Mr. Kim Young Min, the CEO of the company, stated the following.

Back when we first advanced to Japanese market with S.E.S., major entertainment companies in Japan normally asked for contracts in length from 5 to 7 years. As long as the entertainer stayed with the company for the stated amount of time, the company would not cease investment into the entertainer. When we first planned for BoA to work in Japan, we set the length of the contract at 10 years to allow for long-term investment and a partnership with a major Japanese entertainment company. This resulted in SME working with AVEX, the largest entertainment company in Japan. BoA's great success in Japan was a product of such planning.

When we first planned for DBSK, we wanted to make them the number one artist in Asia. Five members and their parents shared such vision and agreed to add 3 years to initial 10 year contract. The members and their parents agreed to the contract because they found the vision as the number one artist in Asia, constant support from SM, plans to go abroad and continuous investment into the group very appealing. Everyone thoroughly reviewed the contract and agreed to all clauses. To keep the promise of advancement into Japan, SME invested over $4 mil into DBSK despite poor financial condition that the company was in. After 5 years in Japan, we can finally say that we are successful. It is unfair to focus merely on the number 13 without any background knowledge of how the contract was made and the goals and visions shared between SME and DBSK.
Kim Young Min then revealed some startling events that had occurred earlier this year.
On January 6, 2009, the three members told SM that they were going to China for a vacation; but in fact, they attended a meeting with the beauty product company's Chinese subsidiary to talk about investment into the company. We only realized of the deal after photos of them promoting the company surfaced online. We then learned that the three members are board members of the Chinese subsidiary and that they even carry business cards of the company with their name and position engraved.
The three members demanded an increase in their share in profit and we accepted their demands. In April, we had a dinner party after our concert in China. The three members told members of other groups about how much they trusted in SM. Shortly after in May, a Japanese fan asked AVEX's customer service department regarding an event by the beauty product company which claimed that the winner would have dinner with DBSK. SME feared that losses resulting from matters related to the beauty product business would be impossible to recover from. We wanted to review the members' contracts with the beauty product company to protect the members from potential dangers but they refused to share the contract with SME and did not take any actions to relieve SME from our concerns regarding their investment into that company. In June, a major beauty product company contacted us and said that they wanted to use DBSK in their commercials but the three members refused due to their own interest in beauty product business. Shortly after they took legal actions against SME.
The truth face of their action is a fraud. A fraud which fooled the entire nation with words such as "human rights" and "slavery".
Regarding the recent court ruling; three members are now free to pursue personal projects, however all DBSK-related work must be done through SME. Yunho and Changmin intend to promote DBSK in Korea next spring, and we feel that it should be planned at least six months in advance. SME asks the three members to respond to this by November 12th.
With allegations against them coming from the two members, their parents and SME, the other three members are sure to defend themselves from these claims. Stay tuned to allkpop as dispute deepens. Also check out OneTVXQ Forums, the #1 international forum for the group.

sources: 1 2
credits:alkpop

Whats happening to kpop industry D:
i wish all this will be over soon ):

2009-11-01T20:13:00.000+08:00

"since this ride only last for an hour,i can only love you in this hour."
omg i am damn addicted to this. hongki said this
in the you are beautiful drama and this get me touched D:
AHHHH! the drama is damn touching lo. ><
sad luh it stop at ep 8 D:
HWAITING!
oh heard shinee been winning quite alot of awards xD
FIGHTING SHINee OPPAs<3
went to pasir ris beach today.
Toppy birthday cmin soon liaos 4th december!
hwaitingxD
oh i am cutting yoochunnie fringe during the hols.^^
byebye.

2009-10-31T16:13:00.000+08:00

TVXQ's contract income division
The Court has granted the injunction filed by the members of TVXQ against SM Entertainment.The Court found that the Contract between SM and the Members was unconscionable and against public policy. Following this victory, the Members are proceeding with the main suit to ask for the rightful shares of all income generated from their activities.

The following is a summary of the outrageous terms of the Contract that relates to the distribution of income. The clear conclusion is that the TVXQ members have received next to nothing for their six years of work, and that virtually all money we spend to buy SM products stay with SM. Please read the below to see the extent of the injustice.

Please keep in mind that SM's contract with TVXQ has been amended five times and therefore the applicable terms have varied over time. Accounting for all the resulting complexities, the truth adds up to the following:

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I. TVXQ has received $0 for their album sales prior to July 2008, and only a negligible amount after that date.

Prior to the fifth and final round of amendments on July 1, 2008, the Contract read that for any album or single with sales not exceeding 500,000 copies, SM would be entitled to 100% of the profits, leaving the members with nothing. From the time of TVXQ's debut in late 2003 and until TVXQ's release of their 4th Korean album "Mirotic" in September 2008, no Korean album had sold more than 500,000 copies. Therefore, prior to July 2008 TVXQ has had absolutely zero income from their album sales.

On July 1,2008, SM amended the Contract to give each Member 1% of total sales for each album that sells over 200,000 copies. For any albums that sell fewer copies, the members are to receive 0.6% to 0%. SM has not honored even these outrageous terms, as it has not paid TVXQ a single cent since February 2009.

In sum, SM has kept 100% of all sales that TVXQ has generated with the sales of their albums and singles prior to July 2008, and has kept 95% or more of the sales after that date.

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II. TVXQ has received $0 for the sales of concert DVDs and albums featuring recordings from such concerts.

Under the Contract, the Members are not entitled to receive any share of the profits generated from sales of concert DVDs and "live" albums.

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III. TVXQ has received $0 for their appearances on TV programs.

Under the Contract, Members are not entitled to receive any share of the profits made through their TV appearances if the appearance is of a temporary nature. As all programs on which TVXQ appeared have featured the Members as "guests"and therefore by nature have been temporary, SM has kept all profits that TVXQ has generated from these TV appearances.

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IV. For all other possible sources of revenue, SM subtracts from the total revenue all expenses, including salaries of other staff, stage preparation expenses, rent, travel expenses, food expenses, and the like, then gives TVXQ only a fraction of the remaining amount.

As for all other sources of income, the Contract states that TVXQ is entitled to varying percentages of the "net income." The Contract defines "net income" to be the amount remaining after the applicable "operating costs". The "operating costs" are defined to include such expenses that are traditionally expected to be covered by the employer, including but not limited to 1) salaries of the staff (manager, clothing coordinators, makeup artists, dance crew, and the like), 2) performing stage preparation costs, 3) living expenses, including rent and water/electricity bills, 4) travel expenses, including plane ticket costs, 5) meal expenses, and the like.

Even after all these "operating costs" are deducted from the net income, the Members are only entitled to a small percentage of the remainder while SM keeps the rest.

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In conclusion, please realize that SM has kept virtually all of the profits that our Members have generated over the past six years. Our Members have received, literally, next to nothing.

Following the victory of the granting of the preliminary injunction, the Members now prepare for a suit to claim their rightful share of the profits that they themselves generated. Please help them win the lawsuit by boycotting all SM-made products and merchandises (this excludes all Avex-made products, which includes Japanese albums and singles released in Japan).

Please remember that every cent you spend on SM will be used to fuel SM's efforts against our Members in the main suit. We as fans support TVXQ in their rightful fight for their rights.

Source: [DNBN]
Translation credits: Inklette@DNBN.pe.kr
Shared by: tohosomnia.net
had tution todayyy.
then on com.
watched super junior shows. :D
haven watched you are beautiful yet so later on-ing com agn :)
might be might not.
changed blogskin to super junior :)
i love yesung too now~
bye bye.
yeah my plurk karma hit 50 liao. ^^

2009-10-30T22:11:00.000+08:00

ok i admitted tat i miss micky.
so i watched hahas :D
i m watching you are beautiful now ~ ahh vry romantic lehhs.><
watched the henry surprise party. (:
saw leeteuk at the back...vry cuteee :D
hand up e streaming liao.
express2,3,4.
choose ss+history,POA and core hist?
lol cnt remember.
I WANT BIOLOGY D:<

2009-10-28T21:51:00.001+08:00

yeah heard the whole song really nice :D
watched you are beautiful and completed watching shinee sch of rock.
today went the reserve and the farm.
very hot. :O
queenette we all name a spieces of fishes, the sperm fish cos look like mah =X
aft sch hang out with ah zhuang,ah yun.
wen to the pasir ris park the horse ther.
actually wanted to come back at 2pm to feed the horse but rain.D:<
never bring umbrella ten ran to ehub.
not really drenched ^^
then went home.

2009-10-27T22:30:00.000+08:00

DBSK final hearing.
The court has gave out the final ruling on the lawsuit between the 3 members of Dong Bang Shin Ki and SM Entertainment.

Seoul Central Court revealed on 27th October a citation of their ruling for the lawsuit between the SM Entertainment and TVXQ Hero JaeJoong, Xiah JunSu and Micky YooChun.

It was revealed, “We see that part of the terms in their contract has much destroyed the good morals of the whole contract. SM Entertainment should not interfere with its singers’ independent unique activities and also contract to perform and other entertainment activities.”

Previously in July, the 3 members of Dong Bang Shin Ki has revealed their 13-year long contract under SM Entertainment, which meant that they will possibly be working under SM Entertainment for life, and has applied for the effect of provisional disposition of the terms in their contract. And the 2 parties have engaged in a lawsuit as SM Entertainment insist that the terms under their contract are reasonable.

The court also revealed, “Through the individual agreement, there is high possibility for group activities to continue, but for the provisional disposition of the existing activities and the profit allocation, it is invalid and difficult. We will have to dismiss the application for the full provisional disposition of the effects of the exclusive belonging terms in the contract.”

Updates: The 3 members have announced that they will agree to the court rulings on this lawsuit

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The court ruled partial disposition of the exclusive contract terms – to dispose of the SM Ent’s interference to the members’ independent unique activities and also contract to perform and other entertainment activities

But the part about profit allocation will still have to stay

Addition from 121:

this the news that I read in soompi the courts in favor of the boys, and they stated that the boys should be able to be more independent (meaning they can reject schedules that SM proposes and can do their own businesses without interference) but not move companies (meaning all the boys will be under SM!) However! This is not a final decision, and the exact, absolute one will come out in the near future. I hope u are no longer confused

Credits: Kbites

THE LAWSUIT IS STILL NOT FINISH only a part of it has been solvedm The court stated the Provision Disposition of Profit will take a longer time to solve.

so for now DBSK's human rights is somehow solved but the money problem is not yet finished.
DBSKnights.

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH SHINEE ^^V
fcuk luh today go beach do cip.
but fun with queenette,gwen and jia jing.hahas.
picked shells and found a dead fish and a crab.
then queenette bring us go see the ponies ^^
ok was raining and they were standing outside in the rain. T T
I AM ADDICTED TO BUNNIES xD
ok come back sch have a terrible headache cos fro walking in the rain.
so went home and sleep.
sleep until 7 +?
and i eat dinner use com lo.
watched shinee variety show and the you are beautiful.
if not for the dbsk final hearing, another day would pass i having not to see micky
for 2 days liaos.
lol.
i want to write my junsu part 2 fanfic but lazy :O
byebye.

2009-10-26T21:58:00.000+08:00

Ahhh I AM GOING CRAZY><
had a great day outside today and the fcuking msn ruin my mood.
another reason my mood is ruin cos i kind of like
over micky and seungri. -.-
spent a day at ehub and pasir ris beach todayyy.
ehub watched imagine that the 2nd time agn (:
slack with queenette,gwen,vanessa,theresa,jia jing and jean lo.
then we walk past the red hse,heard it was haunted.
then make our way to da beach.
lol took off our shoes except vanessa and play at the water lo.
had a great time hahas. took photos jumpshots.
theresa and i did a kind of short clip.
getting all the photos and clip fro vanessa ^^
ten cm back on com and seb ah gong msn me say my com
tio virus then msn oso kana....and i m trying to clear the
fcuking virus out of my com. and it LAGGED -.-
so far scan out 2 virus and i found out i got abt 20,000++
stuffs in my com? sick of w8ing i stop scan halfway lo.
darn see la too much themes,pictures,videos,stuffs i anyhw dwnload
make my com lai tht....
eeyeerr fcuk larh.
ok so i parody-ed.
lol queenette betted i cn forget abt micky for at least a wk?
jia jing betted 1 and half wk ^^
jean 1 day.
please luh i m not tat lousy leh hahas. :D
ugh darn messenger recover lehs. D:<
byebye.

2009-10-25T20:07:00.000+08:00

ok im posting from my xin hse.
was uber sian today so slack at xin hse lo.
din post last to day cos lazy.
was feeling sick on fri.
audi-ed at her hse. audi with jiande tis morn. :O
ten crapped with lao bu xin.
oh and go thru our pri sch stuffs.
realised i change REALLY ALOT. =X
anyway change nvm, change for the btr. lmao.
short post today.lazy luh.
decide to remove tagboard cos i dunwan to put liao.
hahas no particular reason.
byebye.

2009-10-22T21:00:00.000+08:00

lol happy 230th post :)
ok today was boring :O
went band.
aft tat go comp lab.
then walked home with theresa and jiajing,jean and annabel.
okay me and jia jing did a small horny skit in the comp lab.
heck cares hahas:D
been really addicted to fanfictions.
ok now i really like shinee ring ding dong.
my ver:ring dong dong -.-
i first time sing ten sing into ring dong dong or ring ding ding.(:
ok watched dbsk season 3 vids?
making of mirotic,wrong no,purple line,the purple line concert
and smore which i cnt remember heck care:)
very tired lehs :O
my eyes are shutting.
lol sam and i were called twins as we had the same specs?-.-

wtf u think you got post so big liao ah i fcuk care u man.
i taller u shorter so just shut tat fcuking ass.>:O

ok byebye.

2009-10-21T20:35:00.000+08:00

a crybaby that we all will always love(:

junsu is so cheerful and innocent though hahas (:

ok hmmm today was SUPPOSE to go lan.
but in the end we search for like 1 whole shit day
and found 2.one is FULL another 1 need membership which is like 1 wk ltrD:<
very irritated.so we went ehub and then go home.
UGH!
ok anw audi 4 awhile ten i watch dbsk's hse visit.
their secret room o.o
oh and the best part i read FANFICSxD
today i read 1 not so exciting but not bad luh.(:
ten i decided to watch lifestory.
result:
dnt:53/65 (hahas i m glad^^)
byebye.

2009-10-20T18:58:00.000+08:00

omg yunho oppa i really admire u for being a strong leader.
Fighting yunho~

jae oppa you really gone through alot...
never give up always fighting because u are the HERO:D

micky oppa ah although u are away from ur familly do remember tat no matter
how far they are from you, they are always still with u....
i admire you for being such a caring member of ur family^^
fighting micky oppa~
DBSK come a really long way...i m really proud of them
for nvr giving up and now is a internationally famous band:D
GO DBSK^^
it is really worth dropping tears aft reading their life story(:

yeah tmr will be a SLACKY day(:
got back chem,maths,geog and eng,lit results today.
ok la quite sastified.
maths 81/100
chem 33/50
lit 62/100
geog 35/50

at least a improvements ^^
darn i dread physics...
byebye.

2009-10-18T21:20:00.000+08:00

sibei sian lehs.
watch abit of taeyeon and hongki fo.
am a big fan of fo.^^
went out with mx today.
went orchard hmv and then watch movie.
damn funny:D
was suppose to go etude hse but forgot luh.
hahas.
played audi with ray.
and sm random guy cm in say sm random words and left-.-
and another random guy came in lvl 40 sio
and he say i proer then him ask me be his master...
O.O
i say shui bian ten he call me shifu...zzz-.-
byebye.